(Hook)
When I beat myself black and blue
From hammers at my head
At the same damn rhythm
Heart is skipping
Feeling dead
Ima dead man walking
Every time I get depressed
Ima dead man walking
Every time I
Yoooo
(Verse 1)
These algorithms off and
Everybody talkin
Out they chatterbox
But I can't simmer down the thought-in
So let's review my options
Sticky relieve the problems
But doesn't get to the root of things
I'm tryna blossom
fu*kin awful way of living
Mama tried to raise a Christian
Nana made her think that way
I'd rather give my life to sinning
Just so I could see it different
Retrospect
Full attention
Blessed with two deficiencies
So I can teach whoever listen
It's
Miscellaneous
The way spirits knock at my door
And I don't wanna have em' enter yet
Raised on Western living
Television and the internet
Sold me on a dream
So here it is
Living check to check
(Bridge)
Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo
I just hope this ain't as good as it gets
Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo
I just hope this ain't as good as it gets
(Hook)
When I beat myself black and blue
From hammers at my head
At the same damn rhythm
Heart is skipping
Now I'm dead
Ima dead man walking
Every time I get depressed
Ima dead man walking
Every time I...
Yooooo
(Verse 2)
sh*t gets really dark
When you can't see what's in the mirror
I see a reflection
But my mind
Just sees a deer
Standing in the headlights
Making sure whenever
I got the sack at a red light
And 'troll get behind me
That I
Keep it all together
In control
It's in my fu*kin hands
Seen it all before
But from the side
Guess it's a silhouette
Lonely stoner frees his mind at night
Gotta decompress
Thinkin bout mortality and life
Getting to his head
Tossing and turning in bed
No motivation at all
Sipping tequila at 2
Pressing mute on every thought
Hmm
Suddenly I'm back again
Been a long time coming
Break myself and then I bend
And then I
(Hook)
Beat myself black and blue
From hammers at my head
At the same damn rhythm
Heart is skipping
Now I'm dead
Ima dead man walking
Every time I get depressed
Ima dead man walking
Every time I...
Yooo