(Hook) When I beat myself black and blue From hammers at my head At the same damn rhythm Heart is skipping Feeling dead Ima dead man walking Every time I get depressed Ima dead man walking Every time I Yoooo (Verse 1) These algorithms off and Everybody talkin Out they chatterbox But I can't simmer down the thought-in So let's review my options Sticky relieve the problems But doesn't get to the root of things I'm tryna blossom fu*kin awful way of living Mama tried to raise a Christian Nana made her think that way I'd rather give my life to sinning Just so I could see it different Retrospect Full attention Blessed with two deficiencies So I can teach whoever listen It's Miscellaneous The way spirits knock at my door And I don't wanna have em' enter yet Raised on Western living Television and the internet Sold me on a dream So here it is Living check to check (Bridge) Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo I just hope this ain't as good as it gets Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo I just hope this ain't as good as it gets (Hook) When I beat myself black and blue From hammers at my head At the same damn rhythm Heart is skipping Now I'm dead Ima dead man walking Every time I get depressed Ima dead man walking Every time I... Yooooo (Verse 2) sh*t gets really dark When you can't see what's in the mirror I see a reflection But my mind Just sees a deer Standing in the headlights Making sure whenever I got the sack at a red light And 'troll get behind me That I Keep it all together In control It's in my fu*kin hands Seen it all before But from the side Guess it's a silhouette Lonely stoner frees his mind at night Gotta decompress Thinkin bout mortality and life Getting to his head Tossing and turning in bed No motivation at all Sipping tequila at 2 Pressing mute on every thought Hmm Suddenly I'm back again Been a long time coming Break myself and then I bend And then I (Hook) Beat myself black and blue From hammers at my head At the same damn rhythm Heart is skipping Now I'm dead Ima dead man walking Every time I get depressed Ima dead man walking Every time I... Yooo