Look, yo ion never say a word but I be thinking about a lot
Take a lot more than talent to get you up to the top
Tired of looking up to n***as who buying sh** I ain't got
Tired of pulling 10's out of my pockets, sted of a knot
Never forgot about them nights we ain't have no f**ing lights Momma drinking every night cause she hated her f**ing life Winter time came wasn't even crumbs to feed the mice
Dirty mixed kid long hair, my hair had lice
I just wanted to lay my upon a bed thats nice
And imma get it to make up for them hard floor a** nights
My back hurting in the morning
But I thought it was good, cause see
I never understood we wasn't living like we should
sh** I thought this was the life, I was so used to the hood
Never fantasied bout million dollars mansions in the woods She did everything alone, momma did it on her feet
Had to walk to food shelves to get a f**ing pack of meat Know her every days stress was the f** was we gonna eat Other days was it hell and the f** am I gonna drink
I was 8 never ate, hungry but never starved
Appreciate everything cause we never been to a mall
I should be a dope fiend from everything that I saw
Daddy up in heaven making sure I stand tall
Legs give up he pick me up, its like I can't fall
Thought that you could stick me tell your coaches to back off Cause you gone hack the whole game so give me my And 1
And you gone have to double team so you should tell your mans come
100 bags split the feelings pull on yo damn son
7/0 and that make you a damn skunk uh
And imma chick so that make you a damn punk uh
Why people make me get my bands up
You gone be looking at me funny when I get my benz truck
Still gone call my clothes bummy when I get my trends up Nicki M on the phone when I call my friends up
Or when you look at me you see its only hell I end up
Look, ayo, that make me grind hard
Did a rap, gave my uncle 32 behind bars
We posed to be driving cars
We posed to be in the hills, posed to be making toasts
And staying close, and being real
I wonder how you feel when I forget to write a letter
Just turned 18 so I been out here living reckless
Ain't worried bout these boys, I mean Im still the same Alexis Im just saying when I wake up all im thinking bout is breakfast Calling back to back staring in the right direction
He heard I got a n***a now and thats what got him stressing
Told me put my music first and always out them n***as second there ain't nothing that little n***a gone teach you but a lesson
Shouldve listened, but I didn't
Now my trigger finger itching
Trying get revenge cause he f**ing around with other b**hes I gotta build a name, but you knocking my game
sh** I hate to say that I ain't feeling the same
Yeah, but imma charger to the game and I ain't tripping
Cause these n***as go faster then they came
And the unfamiliar b**h and all my n***as feel this sh**
Yeah, unfamiliar b**h and all my ladies feel this sh** wussup