Lexii Alijai - Cold Hearted (Remix) lyrics

Look, yo ion never say a word but I be thinking about a lot Take a lot more than talent to get you up to the top Tired of looking up to n***as who buying sh** I ain't got Tired of pulling 10's out of my pockets, sted of a knot Never forgot about them nights we ain't have no f**ing lights Momma drinking every night cause she hated her f**ing life Winter time came wasn't even crumbs to feed the mice Dirty mixed kid long hair, my hair had lice I just wanted to lay my upon a bed thats nice And imma get it to make up for them hard floor a** nights My back hurting in the morning But I thought it was good, cause see I never understood we wasn't living like we should sh** I thought this was the life, I was so used to the hood Never fantasied bout million dollars mansions in the woods She did everything alone, momma did it on her feet Had to walk to food shelves to get a f**ing pack of meat Know her every days stress was the f** was we gonna eat Other days was it hell and the f** am I gonna drink I was 8 never ate, hungry but never starved Appreciate everything cause we never been to a mall I should be a dope fiend from everything that I saw Daddy up in heaven making sure I stand tall Legs give up he pick me up, its like I can't fall Thought that you could stick me tell your coaches to back off Cause you gone hack the whole game so give me my And 1 And you gone have to double team so you should tell your mans come 100 bags split the feelings pull on yo damn son 7/0 and that make you a damn skunk uh And imma chick so that make you a damn punk uh Why people make me get my bands up You gone be looking at me funny when I get my benz truck Still gone call my clothes bummy when I get my trends up Nicki M on the phone when I call my friends up Or when you look at me you see its only hell I end up Look, ayo, that make me grind hard Did a rap, gave my uncle 32 behind bars We posed to be driving cars We posed to be in the hills, posed to be making toasts And staying close, and being real I wonder how you feel when I forget to write a letter Just turned 18 so I been out here living reckless Ain't worried bout these boys, I mean Im still the same Alexis Im just saying when I wake up all im thinking bout is breakfast Calling back to back staring in the right direction He heard I got a n***a now and thats what got him stressing Told me put my music first and always out them n***as second there ain't nothing that little n***a gone teach you but a lesson Shouldve listened, but I didn't Now my trigger finger itching Trying get revenge cause he f**ing around with other b**hes I gotta build a name, but you knocking my game sh** I hate to say that I ain't feeling the same Yeah, but imma charger to the game and I ain't tripping Cause these n***as go faster then they came And the unfamiliar b**h and all my n***as feel this sh** Yeah, unfamiliar b**h and all my ladies feel this sh** wussup