[Chorus:]
Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start
Ain't sh** funny when you watched me fall apart
If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place
I wouldn't no way cause I learnt that times a race
[Verse 1:]
They asked me why I took the heavenly step
And tried to quit what I was on ain't got no serotonin left
Almost impossible to have fun
sh** what if I collapse on
Stage next birthday I just hope that I have one
Getting blazed from a age I barely had pubes
If I leave this world just know that I f**in' had too
I'm in a bad mood what 'ave I done
The doctors tell me they can fix me tell me what have I won
Okay with rap I topped that
But then I thought I dropped back
Cause I realized at the top is it really hot lad
I just wish I could change up some certain sh**
And open up my brain like a brain surgeon is
Looking in like what have you done
Ain't know happiness left it's just a bottomless rut
I've had enough of this game and the fame it's ridiculous
Can't go anywhere without someone wanting picture's sh**
[Chorus:]
Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start
Ain't sh** funny when you watched me fall apart
If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place
I wouldn't no way cause I learnt that times a race
[Verse 2:]
Sometimes you see me smile but I'm hiding my tears
You can call it bipolar but I'm writing my fears
I can say I'm fearless I'm fearless of a human
But I ain't fearless of this feeling I'm consuming
Wish this would stop yeah Scott's got a weak side
Pop another pill go to sleep and hope I did die
What the f** I thinkin' man I needa get away
Doctor's blame the Xanax, codeine and the marryjane
Hopefully by the time that this sh** drops
I'm clean and they don't find me in a snip knot
On the f**ing program wish I took it slow man
I dove into rap and took over what you know man
About bein' poor as sh**
And your missus goes to work you try ignore the sh**
And suddenly your rich
Your buying houses by the water
Still you depressed I want a answer from the lord brah
[Chorus:]
Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start
Ain't sh** funny when you watched me fall apart
If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place
I wouldn't no way cause I learnt that times a race
3rd verse
Standing on the cliff edge
Bout to jump dickhead
I'm in a dark place do you wanna see this sh** end
Oh poor me why I whingeing on tracks
Cause I'm addicted to tabs and I'm admitting it lad
I ain't got sh** to hide
And don't you sympathize
I'm in the middle of the ocean wanna sink and die
Will this feeling fly
And will I be alright
Or am I better off ending everything I tried why
[Outro:]
Is this worth the money
If I could turn back time but then time gets away