Kerser - Life's A Race lyrics

[Chorus:] Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start Ain't sh** funny when you watched me fall apart If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't no way cause I learnt that times a race [Verse 1:] They asked me why I took the heavenly step And tried to quit what I was on ain't got no serotonin left Almost impossible to have fun sh** what if I collapse on Stage next birthday I just hope that I have one Getting blazed from a age I barely had pubes If I leave this world just know that I f**in' had too I'm in a bad mood what 'ave I done The doctors tell me they can fix me tell me what have I won Okay with rap I topped that But then I thought I dropped back Cause I realized at the top is it really hot lad I just wish I could change up some certain sh** And open up my brain like a brain surgeon is Looking in like what have you done Ain't know happiness left it's just a bottomless rut I've had enough of this game and the fame it's ridiculous Can't go anywhere without someone wanting picture's sh** [Chorus:] Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start Ain't sh** funny when you watched me fall apart If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't no way cause I learnt that times a race [Verse 2:] Sometimes you see me smile but I'm hiding my tears You can call it bipolar but I'm writing my fears I can say I'm fearless I'm fearless of a human But I ain't fearless of this feeling I'm consuming Wish this would stop yeah Scott's got a weak side Pop another pill go to sleep and hope I did die What the f** I thinkin' man I needa get away Doctor's blame the Xanax, codeine and the marryjane Hopefully by the time that this sh** drops I'm clean and they don't find me in a snip knot On the f**ing program wish I took it slow man I dove into rap and took over what you know man About bein' poor as sh** And your missus goes to work you try ignore the sh** And suddenly your rich Your buying houses by the water Still you depressed I want a answer from the lord brah [Chorus:] Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start Ain't sh** funny when you watched me fall apart If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place I wouldn't no way cause I learnt that times a race 3rd verse Standing on the cliff edge Bout to jump dickhead I'm in a dark place do you wanna see this sh** end Oh poor me why I whingeing on tracks Cause I'm addicted to tabs and I'm admitting it lad I ain't got sh** to hide And don't you sympathize I'm in the middle of the ocean wanna sink and die Will this feeling fly And will I be alright Or am I better off ending everything I tried why [Outro:] Is this worth the money If I could turn back time but then time gets away