{Verse 1}
I’m sorry
I can’t seem to drown them out
I’m sorry
Their voices in my head
Like toxic venom, sorry
All the conditioning
The religious teaching, sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I wish I was further along
In my journey
I wish I could be strong
And block out all my worries
God I want to stay
But oh my mind is swirling
Down the drain from all the pain
{Pre-Chorus}
I’m scared to have a son
They say without a dad
He’ll be broken
Is this really what God wants?
For us to raise 4 kids as just two moms?
{Chorus}
How do I tell the love of my life
I’m scared about the afterlife
If she becomes my wife?
How do I say I’m terrified
To be the reason my children
Are treated different?
{Verse 2}
I’m sorry
I’m on the ledge no looking down
I’m sorry
Thought I’d have me figured out by now
I’m sorry
I wish I was further along in my journey
I wish I could be strong
And block out all my worries
God I want to stay
But oh my mind is swirling
Down the drain from all the pain
{Pre-Chorus}
I’m scared to have a son
They say without a dad he’ll be broken
Is this really what God wants?
For us to raise 4 kids as just two moms?
{Chorus}
How do I tell the love of my life
I’m scared about the afterlife
If she becomes my wife?
How do I say I’m terrified
To be the reason
My children are treated different?
{Bridge}
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
I'm scared! (I'm scared)
I’m scared! (I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared)
But oh I'm scared!
I’m sorry!
I’m sorry!
I’m sorry!
I’m sorry!
Sorry!
I’m sorry!
But I
I'm sorry!
I’m sorry!
I’m sorry!
But I still believe their lies