Kahrin - I'm Sorry lyrics

{Verse 1} I’m sorry I can’t seem to drown them out I’m sorry Their voices in my head Like toxic venom, sorry All the conditioning The religious teaching, sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I wish I was further along In my journey I wish I could be strong And block out all my worries God I want to stay But oh my mind is swirling Down the drain from all the pain {Pre-Chorus} I’m scared to have a son They say without a dad He’ll be broken Is this really what God wants? For us to raise 4 kids as just two moms? {Chorus} How do I tell the love of my life I’m scared about the afterlife If she becomes my wife? How do I say I’m terrified To be the reason my children Are treated different? {Verse 2} I’m sorry I’m on the ledge no looking down I’m sorry Thought I’d have me figured out by now I’m sorry I wish I was further along in my journey I wish I could be strong And block out all my worries God I want to stay But oh my mind is swirling Down the drain from all the pain {Pre-Chorus} I’m scared to have a son They say without a dad he’ll be broken Is this really what God wants? For us to raise 4 kids as just two moms? {Chorus} How do I tell the love of my life I’m scared about the afterlife If she becomes my wife? How do I say I’m terrified To be the reason My children are treated different? {Bridge} Ahhhhhhhhhhhh! I'm scared! (I'm scared) I’m scared! (I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared) But oh I'm scared! I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I’m sorry! Sorry! I’m sorry! But I I'm sorry! I’m sorry! I’m sorry! But I still believe their lies