(Verse 1) Johnny Alpha
Brim down to my eyes with my hoody on/
Trying to figure out which song'll put me on/
The map and place me on the right tracks to/
Remove the pressure from my chest and place my city on my back/
Striving for perfection/
But something always happens and my dreams get intercepted/
Always being left with unmet expectations/
Reality always wins crushing the hopes I went to bed with/
Women I slept with, they give me that conditioned love/
Never call back and greet me with a hello but forget to hug/
I was just a one time fling/
Nothing's ever serious, just a one time thing/
Well, f** 'em, I still have my team/
Hoes will be hoes but they can't f** with my self esteem/
Only focus is my family, music and the cream/
But b**hes are seductive and good with schemes/
I'm a magnet for girls who know to scope the next star to blow/
Shawn carter flow, bend down and touch their toes/
Surely though, they can give a show, dollars thrown/
But my pockets stay full, only dates I'll go on are around the globe/
Heart's staying cold but won't expire/
Long as I keep myself warm by spitting fire/
Through my teeth, capture the world with my hands/
It's a full moon, shapeshift, warewolf damn/
Team Johnny, body of a human, heart of a beast/
That explains why my love for life is so off the leash/ 26
My love is so hard to keep, I'm going fast/
Feels like I'm chasing life running also using both hands/
Trying to slow it down/
Don't wanna leave behind the ones who held me down man that's my crowd/
This fame sh** is bigger than me its all for my fam/
My plan is to give 'em everything they wish they had and I will/
For real
(Chorous) K.C of Trealthy Sounds
Even though its bad ima say its all good
Life's so hard but I know its all good
I ain't got regrets guess it happens like it should
I did what I could so I guess its all good
Even though its bad ima say its all good
Life's so hard but I know its all good
I ain't got regrets guess it happens like it should
I did what I could so I guess its all good
(Verse 2) K.C of Trealthy Sounds
Starin at the stars
Watch the moonlight glow/
Put the flame to the paper
And I let the sh** blow/
Drinks too strong
So I drink the sh** slow/
Real low key so my hats real low/
The idea of money
Made my friends change directions/
Rapping about mistakes
Guess im fixin theyre corrections/
Can't relate to theyre all answers
No replies to theyre questions/
Just breif conversations
And simplified suggestions/
I brought yall all in
How could yall reject me/
They can send me all theyre shots
But yo it still ain't ever effect me/
Seems like I showed love
Yet still they never respect me/
Just expect the unexpected though
In other words expect me/
To come up big
Deceiving that deceiver/
Cuz I only roll with real ones
Dreamers and believers/
My girls couldn't handle it
That's why I had to leave them/
Yeah life can be a b**h
But that depends on how u treat her/
Better watch n learn
Or learn to watch/
I traded in my better half
To cop a nice a** watch/
I ain't a monster like u think
Just trying to master that art/
While making sure my whole team
Has to play theyre part/
I was craving for somethin better
Bet they doubt me at first/
So when I finally got something
I was quenching my thirst/
Asking god a lot of questions
Am I blessed or I'm cursed?/
Because the devil is trying to answer
But just making it worse/
Yeah surprise, mutherf**er
Guess u should of celebrated/
Instead you put me down said
It was whack and always hated/
They never put me on
Should of never hesitated/
Because I might just f**ing make it
To the spot I'm designated/
One time for myself
And the peoples still wit me/
Two times for the people
In my muthap f**in city/
Three times for the haters
I remember when u dissed me/
Four times for my fam
Who never made it past it fifty/