K.C of Trealthy Sounds - Wishing On a Dream lyrics

(Verse 1) Johnny Alpha Brim down to my eyes with my hoody on/ Trying to figure out which song'll put me on/ The map and place me on the right tracks to/ Remove the pressure from my chest and place my city on my back/ Striving for perfection/ But something always happens and my dreams get intercepted/ Always being left with unmet expectations/ Reality always wins crushing the hopes I went to bed with/ Women I slept with, they give me that conditioned love/ Never call back and greet me with a hello but forget to hug/ I was just a one time fling/ Nothing's ever serious, just a one time thing/ Well, f** 'em, I still have my team/ Hoes will be hoes but they can't f** with my self esteem/ Only focus is my family, music and the cream/ But b**hes are seductive and good with schemes/ I'm a magnet for girls who know to scope the next star to blow/ Shawn carter flow, bend down and touch their toes/ Surely though, they can give a show, dollars thrown/ But my pockets stay full, only dates I'll go on are around the globe/ Heart's staying cold but won't expire/ Long as I keep myself warm by spitting fire/ Through my teeth, capture the world with my hands/ It's a full moon, shapeshift, warewolf damn/ Team Johnny, body of a human, heart of a beast/ That explains why my love for life is so off the leash/ 26 My love is so hard to keep, I'm going fast/ Feels like I'm chasing life running also using both hands/ Trying to slow it down/ Don't wanna leave behind the ones who held me down man that's my crowd/ This fame sh** is bigger than me its all for my fam/ My plan is to give 'em everything they wish they had and I will/ For real (Chorous) K.C of Trealthy Sounds Even though its bad ima say its all good Life's so hard but I know its all good I ain't got regrets guess it happens like it should I did what I could so I guess its all good Even though its bad ima say its all good Life's so hard but I know its all good I ain't got regrets guess it happens like it should I did what I could so I guess its all good (Verse 2) K.C of Trealthy Sounds Starin at the stars Watch the moonlight glow/ Put the flame to the paper And I let the sh** blow/ Drinks too strong So I drink the sh** slow/ Real low key so my hats real low/ The idea of money Made my friends change directions/ Rapping about mistakes Guess im fixin theyre corrections/ Can't relate to theyre all answers No replies to theyre questions/ Just breif conversations And simplified suggestions/ I brought yall all in How could yall reject me/ They can send me all theyre shots But yo it still ain't ever effect me/ Seems like I showed love Yet still they never respect me/ Just expect the unexpected though In other words expect me/ To come up big Deceiving that deceiver/ Cuz I only roll with real ones Dreamers and believers/ My girls couldn't handle it That's why I had to leave them/ Yeah life can be a b**h But that depends on how u treat her/ Better watch n learn Or learn to watch/ I traded in my better half To cop a nice a** watch/ I ain't a monster like u think Just trying to master that art/ While making sure my whole team Has to play theyre part/ I was craving for somethin better Bet they doubt me at first/ So when I finally got something I was quenching my thirst/ Asking god a lot of questions Am I blessed or I'm cursed?/ Because the devil is trying to answer But just making it worse/ Yeah surprise, mutherf**er Guess u should of celebrated/ Instead you put me down said It was whack and always hated/ They never put me on Should of never hesitated/ Because I might just f**ing make it To the spot I'm designated/ One time for myself And the peoples still wit me/ Two times for the people In my muthap f**in city/ Three times for the haters I remember when u dissed me/ Four times for my fam Who never made it past it fifty/