[Verse 1: Jarren Benton]
2 Years since my n***a died
1 year since a n***a cried
My whole team switch sides
Never trust a b**h, right
These n***as ain't loyal no more
Money turn these n***as into hoes
I just bought a pistol for my foes
I just put a new drug in my nose
New deal but we still independent
I ain't seen my my momma in a minute
sh**, I ain't seen my daddy in some years
I've been so focused on my career
All these rappers sounding so robotic
I done turned in to an alcoholic
This industry's so f**ing diabolic
Lately I've been feeling so psychotic
Where were you when I was contemplating suicide?
Now I'm [?] any n***a getting euthanized
Lately I've been dancing with the devil
Money make a n***a feel special
I feel like my pain all gone
I've been on the road too long
I pray that my kids stay strong
One more drink and hope the pain stay gone
[Hook: Sareena Dominguez]
Am I, losing my mind now?
Dark nights, money, and new towns
How am I supposed to know, who's my friend and who's my foe?
Bright lights, faces I don't know
Drug highs, reflections and long roads
How am I supposed to know, if you'll stay or if you'll go?
[Verse 2: Jarren Benton]
Yeah b**h I know I got trust issues
That's what makes it hard for me to f** with you
f** you [?] never break a n***as heart
Take a good girl and turn that b**h dark
These n***as got more friendlier with Lucifer
Funny what a little fame'll do to ya
Lately I've been trying to keep my circle small
Right before the show we sniffing adderall
Right before the show we chugging alcohol
Record make the b**hes wanna drop their draws
They see I'm a star but blinded to my flaws
They gone throw that p**y at you after all
My [?] life's still in Gods hands
Only way to overcome the odds fam
I ain't got no tolerance for nonsense
Lately I've been silencing my conscience
I wonder where the dead go
My n***a [?] f**ing with my head yo
I ain't took no time out to deal with pain
I'm out here just trying to eat this bread ho
More [?] still fell off
I can see these p**y n***as still real soft
Oh my god this new life of mine but when I look into the mirror n***a still feel lost
[Hook: Sareena Dominguez]
Am I, losing my mind now?
Dark nights, money, and new towns
How am I supposed to know, who's my friend and who's my foe?
Bright lights, faces I don't know
Drug highs, reflections and long roads
How am I supposed to know, if you'll stay or if you'll go?
[Pre-Hook: Jarren Benton]
I feel like I'm losing my f**ing mind x2
[Hook: Sareena Dominguez]
Am I, losing my mind now?
Dark nights, money, and new towns
How am I supposed to know, who's my friend and who's my foe?
Bright lights, faces I don't know
Drug highs, reflections and long roads
How am I supposed to know, if you'll stay or if you'll go?