Jarren Benton - Dark Roads lyrics

[Verse 1: Jarren Benton] 2 Years since my n***a died 1 year since a n***a cried My whole team switch sides Never trust a b**h, right These n***as ain't loyal no more Money turn these n***as into hoes I just bought a pistol for my foes I just put a new drug in my nose New deal but we still independent I ain't seen my my momma in a minute sh**, I ain't seen my daddy in some years I've been so focused on my career All these rappers sounding so robotic I done turned in to an alcoholic This industry's so f**ing diabolic Lately I've been feeling so psychotic Where were you when I was contemplating suicide? Now I'm [?] any n***a getting euthanized Lately I've been dancing with the devil Money make a n***a feel special I feel like my pain all gone I've been on the road too long I pray that my kids stay strong One more drink and hope the pain stay gone [Hook: Sareena Dominguez] Am I, losing my mind now? Dark nights, money, and new towns How am I supposed to know, who's my friend and who's my foe? Bright lights, faces I don't know Drug highs, reflections and long roads How am I supposed to know, if you'll stay or if you'll go? [Verse 2: Jarren Benton] Yeah b**h I know I got trust issues That's what makes it hard for me to f** with you f** you [?] never break a n***as heart Take a good girl and turn that b**h dark These n***as got more friendlier with Lucifer Funny what a little fame'll do to ya Lately I've been trying to keep my circle small Right before the show we sniffing adderall Right before the show we chugging alcohol Record make the b**hes wanna drop their draws They see I'm a star but blinded to my flaws They gone throw that p**y at you after all My [?] life's still in Gods hands Only way to overcome the odds fam I ain't got no tolerance for nonsense Lately I've been silencing my conscience I wonder where the dead go My n***a [?] f**ing with my head yo I ain't took no time out to deal with pain I'm out here just trying to eat this bread ho More [?] still fell off I can see these p**y n***as still real soft Oh my god this new life of mine but when I look into the mirror n***a still feel lost [Hook: Sareena Dominguez] Am I, losing my mind now? Dark nights, money, and new towns How am I supposed to know, who's my friend and who's my foe? Bright lights, faces I don't know Drug highs, reflections and long roads How am I supposed to know, if you'll stay or if you'll go? [Pre-Hook: Jarren Benton] I feel like I'm losing my f**ing mind x2 [Hook: Sareena Dominguez] Am I, losing my mind now? Dark nights, money, and new towns How am I supposed to know, who's my friend and who's my foe? Bright lights, faces I don't know Drug highs, reflections and long roads How am I supposed to know, if you'll stay or if you'll go?