[Verse 1]
As we pray tonight
For the answers that we seek while lost
Drowning in silence within my sea of thoughts
Sought relief by venting with rhymes and tweets
Thought it would bring me peace but it brought me nothing but grief
Heart up on my sleeve and I bleed
Blood on the leaves from the scenes of my obscene sins
Infatuated by the dark but now's a new arc
So let these words be the colors I'm just painting my heart
God has bestowed me with a gift
But I turned it into a curse, one that's impossible to lift
A kiss of d**h to my heart, mind, and soul
Mental depths of hell like how low can you go?
Deep bevel I'm down to a whole ‘nother level
Feels like I sold my soul to the devil
I was a slave to the lines and the beats and the rhymes
It was all in due time that my spirit would be trapped
And captured within my brain, the one thing I couldn't tame
It's been eighteen years but nothing has changed
Still a fiend to my dreams, still caught up in between
Choosing God or me like who will reign supreme
Months of talking wack and smack when I was rapping
Almost sent me packing bags of pa**ion
Like what happened to the purpose of my verses?
Used to print my earnest, now it's gone in cursive like I've never ever learned it
Young blood making poor decisions
His burning flame is starting to diminish
From the struggle in the rain and the trouble while in pain
Mind of the deep stargazer he's about to go insane
But I came back, 2.0 is where I'm at
Scrapped my old plans and threw it out the back
Yeah I'm back homie, don't you fail to respect that
I'm a man who's back on track so how ya like that for a change
[Outro]
We are gathered here today for the dearly departed
One who has faced the tragic glory of an artist
May he find rest and peace through Christ and his friends
As we send our goodbyes to the end of the beginning
Of this fragile child who suffered from many trials
May his d**h not be so soon like his dear friend Kyle
21 to none, don't let him see the cold sun
But rather the Son of God, let your will be done
Amen