JairTheshadow - Rebirth lyrics
[Verse 1] As we pray tonight For the answers that we seek while lost Drowning in silence within my sea of thoughts Sought relief by venting with rhymes and tweets Thought it would bring me peace but it brought me nothing but grief Heart up on my sleeve and I bleed Blood on the leaves from the scenes of my obscene sins Infatuated by the dark but now's a new arc So let these words be the colors I'm just painting my heart God has bestowed me with a gift But I turned it into a curse, one that's impossible to lift A kiss of d**h to my heart, mind, and soul Mental depths of hell like how low can you go? Deep bevel I'm down to a whole ‘nother level Feels like I sold my soul to the devil I was a slave to the lines and the beats and the rhymes It was all in due time that my spirit would be trapped And captured within my brain, the one thing I couldn't tame It's been eighteen years but nothing has changed Still a fiend to my dreams, still caught up in between Choosing God or me like who will reign supreme Months of talking wack and smack when I was rapping Almost sent me packing bags of pa**ion Like what happened to the purpose of my verses? Used to print my earnest, now it's gone in cursive like I've never ever learned it Young blood making poor decisions His burning flame is starting to diminish From the struggle in the rain and the trouble while in pain Mind of the deep stargazer he's about to go insane But I came back, 2.0 is where I'm at Scrapped my old plans and threw it out the back Yeah I'm back homie, don't you fail to respect that I'm a man who's back on track so how ya like that for a change [Outro] We are gathered here today for the dearly departed One who has faced the tragic glory of an artist May he find rest and peace through Christ and his friends As we send our goodbyes to the end of the beginning Of this fragile child who suffered from many trials May his d**h not be so soon like his dear friend Kyle 21 to none, don't let him see the cold sun But rather the Son of God, let your will be done Amen