[Hook: Hopsin & Eric Tucker]
And I act like I don’t give a f**, but I do give a f**
And I’m trapped inside my mind, there ain’t no loosenin’ up
Maybe I’m thinkin’ too much and I’m caught in my feelings
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)
The black sheep (the black sheep)
Like the rain is fallin’ on me, you don’t know what I deal with
I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)
The black sheep (the black sheep)
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
Oh, I’m the black sheep
[Verse 1: Hopsin]
f**, a n***a just don’t fit in
No one close to kin
I write about it so much, I done broke my pen
And I’m so sick of pretendin’ my life is dandy and flawless
I’m stuck on a road to hell, fightin’ demons
But I let ’em drag me across it
While everybody happily applauds it
Tell me what caused it
Was it Monroe High? That’s where I went to school at
All the black kids said I was white-washed
And the white kids said I was too black
When I skateboarded, I got booed at
At lunchtime, I was who they threw food at
I was tryin’ so hard to cope with it
I wanted to run up on campus with two gats
And just (ahh) let loose
Put some n***as in the E.R. for tryna treat me like a retard
Where the f** does my future lie? I can’t see far
Momma’s little sweetheart, he developed an attitude
Picked up a mic, that’s a hell of an avenue
He gon’ take yo’ a** to hell and then back with you
Life is a cla** you can tell I’ve been absent to
My ma**ive doubt has got me wrapped around
And it drags me down a bit
I don’t know how to cast it out, I try to rap profound
So you could laugh about the sh**
Truth is, yo, I never laughed
I’m lookin’ for wherever Heaven’s at
The black sheep, they won’t let him past
They would rather get together
Tie him up and then behead his a**, got me hella sad
Listen!
[Pre-Hook: Hopsin]
Do you ever feel like the world is never gon’ want you?
Like the world is never gon’ need you?
I always do, every day is déjà vu for me
[Hook: Hopsin & Eric Tucker]
And I act like I don’t give a f**, but I do give a f**
And I’m trapped inside my mind, there ain’t no loosenin’ up
Maybe I’m thinkin’ too much and I’m caught in my feelings
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)
The black sheep (the black sheep)
Like the rain is fallin’ on me, you don’t know what I deal with
I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)
The black sheep (the black sheep)
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
Oh, I’m the black sheep
[Verse 2: Hopsin]
That n***a whose brain is off, I am that
My train of thought left on Amtrak
I take the loss and I stand back
I can’t play the cards with no hand clap
I can’t recall when this damn crap
Became so overwhelmin’ I started rebellin’
I hate as all as I stand at
Never got no love from my n***as
No love from no hoes, came up in a hole
Tryna climb out the Devil’s dark lab, but the oven is closed
I don’t ever leave the house much
I never really thought this would be the outcome
Wish I had a window I was leapin’ out from
My family is yellin’, “Please, Jesus, help him!”
When I’m out in the real world, I feel like nobody knows me
What if this whole time I’ve had an issue and nobody told me?
See, this cold heart isn’t cozy
Am I below par and I don’t see?
I’m so disconnected from Earth
My hands are out so far but they won’t reach
Should I get in a coffin?
Not many n***as would wanna kick it with me
Unless they would gonna benefit off it
Motherf**ers never interested in knowin’ me
They just be just itchin’ for Hopsin
I’d be frontin’ if I act like it isn’t a problem
I done shed tears contemplatin’ my suicide in my room
Isn’t it awesome? (f** no!)
[Pre-Hook: Hopsin]
Do you ever feel like the world is never gon’ want you?
Like the world is never gon’ need you?
I always do, every day is déjà vu for me
[Hook: Hopsin & Eric Tucker]
And I act like I don’t give a f**, but I do give a f**
And I’m trapped inside my mind, there ain’t no loosenin’ up
Maybe I’m thinkin’ too much and I’m caught in my feelings
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)
The black sheep (the black sheep)
Like the rain is fallin’ on me, you don’t know what I deal with
I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)
The black sheep (the black sheep)
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
Oh, I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)
Like the rain is fallin’ on me, you don’t know what I deal with
I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)
The black sheep (the black sheep)
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)
The black sheep (the black sheep)
Like the rain is fallin’ on me, you don’t know what I deal with
I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)
The black sheep (the black sheep)
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)