Hopsin - Black Sheep lyrics

[Hook: Hopsin & Eric Tucker] And I act like I don’t give a f**, but I do give a f** And I’m trapped inside my mind, there ain’t no loosenin’ up Maybe I’m thinkin’ too much and I’m caught in my feelings Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? I’m the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Like the rain is fallin’ on me, you don’t know what I deal with I’m the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? Oh, I’m the black sheep [Verse 1: Hopsin] f**, a n***a just don’t fit in No one close to kin I write about it so much, I done broke my pen And I’m so sick of pretendin’ my life is dandy and flawless I’m stuck on a road to hell, fightin’ demons But I let ’em drag me across it While everybody happily applauds it Tell me what caused it Was it Monroe High? That’s where I went to school at All the black kids said I was white-washed And the white kids said I was too black When I skateboarded, I got booed at At lunchtime, I was who they threw food at I was tryin’ so hard to cope with it I wanted to run up on campus with two gats And just (ahh) let loose Put some n***as in the E.R. for tryna treat me like a retard Where the f** does my future lie? I can’t see far Momma’s little sweetheart, he developed an attitude Picked up a mic, that’s a hell of an avenue He gon’ take yo’ a** to hell and then back with you Life is a cla** you can tell I’ve been absent to My ma**ive doubt has got me wrapped around And it drags me down a bit I don’t know how to cast it out, I try to rap profound So you could laugh about the sh** Truth is, yo, I never laughed I’m lookin’ for wherever Heaven’s at The black sheep, they won’t let him past They would rather get together Tie him up and then behead his a**, got me hella sad Listen! [Pre-Hook: Hopsin] Do you ever feel like the world is never gon’ want you? Like the world is never gon’ need you? I always do, every day is déjà vu for me [Hook: Hopsin & Eric Tucker] And I act like I don’t give a f**, but I do give a f** And I’m trapped inside my mind, there ain’t no loosenin’ up Maybe I’m thinkin’ too much and I’m caught in my feelings Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? I’m the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Like the rain is fallin’ on me, you don’t know what I deal with I’m the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? Oh, I’m the black sheep [Verse 2: Hopsin] That n***a whose brain is off, I am that My train of thought left on Amtrak I take the loss and I stand back I can’t play the cards with no hand clap I can’t recall when this damn crap Became so overwhelmin’ I started rebellin’ I hate as all as I stand at Never got no love from my n***as No love from no hoes, came up in a hole Tryna climb out the Devil’s dark lab, but the oven is closed I don’t ever leave the house much I never really thought this would be the outcome Wish I had a window I was leapin’ out from My family is yellin’, “Please, Jesus, help him!” When I’m out in the real world, I feel like nobody knows me What if this whole time I’ve had an issue and nobody told me? See, this cold heart isn’t cozy Am I below par and I don’t see? I’m so disconnected from Earth My hands are out so far but they won’t reach Should I get in a coffin? Not many n***as would wanna kick it with me Unless they would gonna benefit off it Motherf**ers never interested in knowin’ me They just be just itchin’ for Hopsin I’d be frontin’ if I act like it isn’t a problem I done shed tears contemplatin’ my suicide in my room Isn’t it awesome? (f** no!) [Pre-Hook: Hopsin] Do you ever feel like the world is never gon’ want you? Like the world is never gon’ need you? I always do, every day is déjà vu for me [Hook: Hopsin & Eric Tucker] And I act like I don’t give a f**, but I do give a f** And I’m trapped inside my mind, there ain’t no loosenin’ up Maybe I’m thinkin’ too much and I’m caught in my feelings Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? I’m the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Like the rain is fallin’ on me, you don’t know what I deal with I’m the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? Oh, I’m the black sheep (the black sheep) Like the rain is fallin’ on me, you don’t know what I deal with I’m the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? I’m the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Like the rain is fallin’ on me, you don’t know what I deal with I’m the black sheep (the black sheep) The black sheep (the black sheep) Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million? I’m the black sheep (the black sheep)