[ Course : Devvon Terrell]
Nothing in this life was easy, I found that the hard way
But one day i don't wanna be me, I can't wait to say i'm up
(haha Rez) i'm up (Check Check, haha)
[Verse 1 : Hi - Rez]
Back against the wall, money tight, everything ain't alright
Family in the hospital, struggle tryna sleep at night
All my life tryna get this sh** done, never f**ing said it
Muma crying, granny crying
Time to get it, wearing the same pair of shoes for two years
Made me humble, i'm alive to these f**ing naive people
I'm in a jungle, every single day I fight for my life
Now that's a struggle, ain't got no'one on my team
It's just me and my huddle, I've been losing sleep
Skipping meals just to pay the bills
If you ever do this children, ya'll know how this sh** feels
Turn into prescription bills, just to relax
Times that i would rather be dead, swear that effects
Lacing up my chucks, going hard for this payment
100 million bucks in my hand and I ain't say sh**
Mind trapped behind bars, i'm mentally a slave with this bond that i created from this dream that i'm chasing
[Course : Devvon Terrell]
Nothing in this life was easy, I found that the hard way
But one day i don't wanna be me, I can't wait to say i'm up
I know nothing in this life is free, no I gotta go get it
Nothing that you really want is cheap, so i just spend enough and finally get up
I'm up now , up now , up now , i'm up
I'm up now , up now , up now , i'm up
[Verse 2 : Hi - Rez]
Swear I've been getting impatient
Time to f**ing make it feel like the room getting smaller
And my chest f**ing cave in, got no time to be writing on the next man
You ain't got no invision and drive
I ain't calling you a friend man
I know what its like to crazy in the head, struggle hard, hustle hard till i'm dead man
While everyone i know getting drunk doing cake stands
Me i make a f**ing psychotic, come take your med's man
f** being normal and fitting in i'ma stand out
Feel the pressure building up and i know its my chance now
Even if i was drowning or swimming out, man down
Never in my life would i dream of taking a handout
Trust ain't a thing, used to be a nice guy
Now i'm living life once spitting twice shy
Pop's working overtime that's why I write rhyme's
Used to eat canned food now shrimp steak and white wine
[Course : Devvon Terrell]
Nothing in this life was easy, I found that the hard way
But one day i don't wanna be me, I can't wait to say i'm up
I know nothing in this life is free, no I gotta go get it
Nothing that you really want is cheap, so i just spend enough and finally get up
I'm up now , up now , up now , i'm up
I'm up now , up now , up now , i'm up
I'm up, i'm up, i'm up, i'm up