Hi-Rez - I'm Up* lyrics

[ Course : Devvon Terrell] Nothing in this life was easy, I found that the hard way But one day i don't wanna be me, I can't wait to say i'm up (haha Rez) i'm up (Check Check, haha) [Verse 1 : Hi - Rez] Back against the wall, money tight, everything ain't alright Family in the hospital, struggle tryna sleep at night All my life tryna get this sh** done, never f**ing said it Muma crying, granny crying Time to get it, wearing the same pair of shoes for two years Made me humble, i'm alive to these f**ing naive people I'm in a jungle, every single day I fight for my life Now that's a struggle, ain't got no'one on my team It's just me and my huddle, I've been losing sleep Skipping meals just to pay the bills If you ever do this children, ya'll know how this sh** feels Turn into prescription bills, just to relax Times that i would rather be dead, swear that effects Lacing up my chucks, going hard for this payment 100 million bucks in my hand and I ain't say sh** Mind trapped behind bars, i'm mentally a slave with this bond that i created from this dream that i'm chasing [Course : Devvon Terrell] Nothing in this life was easy, I found that the hard way But one day i don't wanna be me, I can't wait to say i'm up I know nothing in this life is free, no I gotta go get it Nothing that you really want is cheap, so i just spend enough and finally get up I'm up now , up now , up now , i'm up I'm up now , up now , up now , i'm up [Verse 2 : Hi - Rez] Swear I've been getting impatient Time to f**ing make it feel like the room getting smaller And my chest f**ing cave in, got no time to be writing on the next man You ain't got no invision and drive I ain't calling you a friend man I know what its like to crazy in the head, struggle hard, hustle hard till i'm dead man While everyone i know getting drunk doing cake stands Me i make a f**ing psychotic, come take your med's man f** being normal and fitting in i'ma stand out Feel the pressure building up and i know its my chance now Even if i was drowning or swimming out, man down Never in my life would i dream of taking a handout Trust ain't a thing, used to be a nice guy Now i'm living life once spitting twice shy Pop's working overtime that's why I write rhyme's Used to eat canned food now shrimp steak and white wine [Course : Devvon Terrell] Nothing in this life was easy, I found that the hard way But one day i don't wanna be me, I can't wait to say i'm up I know nothing in this life is free, no I gotta go get it Nothing that you really want is cheap, so i just spend enough and finally get up I'm up now , up now , up now , i'm up I'm up now , up now , up now , i'm up I'm up, i'm up, i'm up, i'm up