Every night I write with no mention, no headphones [?] thoughts in my zone
Can't sleep much when it's hard to breathe
No way to relax, 'cause I'm chasing my dreams
I let go all my love that I get to [?] wanna do it
I'm just tired of forgiving and I'm tired of the tripping
I gotta break free, do me 'cause I'm only in my twenties
Hate DC hurting, but you won't appreciating,
What I was creating but I dig a person,
You could blame me, hate me for what is worth it,
I lost so s** vibe, so f** this so searching up,
No faith in any cute face, it comes my way
'Cause it's all the same sh**, just [?] in different place
Can afford the lake, don't waste my time unless you're tryin to f**in' stay
He got p**y on his mind, so ride the way, ride the way
Spend the vulnerable sensitive, have to [?]
I wish I knew when all so I patiently waited
Now I [?] the pain and I miss my boy,
Rain can't cry it but try no point alive,
[?] too much pride, they convince me otherwise.
I tried to take a break but I still see your face
The distance has me in the dark place
Listen black [?] every day ready for betrade
[?] the words, it's a curse that never goes away
Not much I could say, I'm rolling with the punches go and do the the motion
s** a n***a motion, not a bad person,
But that's he's main question, I don't know how to answer,
Lay you out like cancer, control you like the master,
I'm the first to make you [?] break your heart with this [?]
Make you realize my word when I'm stepping on your [?]
Feeling insecure and you'll never understand it,
The man I wanted is not existing on this f**ing planet,
So lonely at this moment, should this wanna be hell
Cut it with the boy toy, afterwards I dwell
The type of female that we [?] on hell
He's my confidence as a shell, and don't know nothing else
Conversate and sociate, but I'd rather isolate,
Give me peace of mind when it's too damn late,
My brother dub late, hope this [?]
'Cause I'm mad [?] when it's moving so fast
Got a gra**, maybe second with another stomach
Spend until my plum in, life speed of a sudden
Took a risk is what we do, taking everybody
Said like is so much disappear, no I did until we then
Then I get me [?] till I let you go, then you expose
Plans [?]