Gavlyn - Things We Couldnt Mention lyrics

Every night I write with no mention, no headphones [?] thoughts in my zone Can't sleep much when it's hard to breathe No way to relax, 'cause I'm chasing my dreams I let go all my love that I get to [?] wanna do it I'm just tired of forgiving and I'm tired of the tripping I gotta break free, do me 'cause I'm only in my twenties Hate DC hurting, but you won't appreciating, What I was creating but I dig a person, You could blame me, hate me for what is worth it, I lost so s** vibe, so f** this so searching up, No faith in any cute face, it comes my way 'Cause it's all the same sh**, just [?] in different place Can afford the lake, don't waste my time unless you're tryin to f**in' stay He got p**y on his mind, so ride the way, ride the way Spend the vulnerable sensitive, have to [?] I wish I knew when all so I patiently waited Now I [?] the pain and I miss my boy, Rain can't cry it but try no point alive, [?] too much pride, they convince me otherwise. I tried to take a break but I still see your face The distance has me in the dark place Listen black [?] every day ready for betrade [?] the words, it's a curse that never goes away Not much I could say, I'm rolling with the punches go and do the the motion s** a n***a motion, not a bad person, But that's he's main question, I don't know how to answer, Lay you out like cancer, control you like the master, I'm the first to make you [?] break your heart with this [?] Make you realize my word when I'm stepping on your [?] Feeling insecure and you'll never understand it, The man I wanted is not existing on this f**ing planet, So lonely at this moment, should this wanna be hell Cut it with the boy toy, afterwards I dwell The type of female that we [?] on hell He's my confidence as a shell, and don't know nothing else Conversate and sociate, but I'd rather isolate, Give me peace of mind when it's too damn late, My brother dub late, hope this [?] 'Cause I'm mad [?] when it's moving so fast Got a gra**, maybe second with another stomach Spend until my plum in, life speed of a sudden Took a risk is what we do, taking everybody Said like is so much disappear, no I did until we then Then I get me [?] till I let you go, then you expose Plans [?]