Verse :
Uh , where do I begin in this world full of murals and art carved with my sin /
At the moment a black hole , but at start a star was within /
Darkest of men raised by the light to make the darkness go dim /
No mom or father figure , looked to the lord and I guess father figured /
He would make me be the definition of our existence /
My air different , no o2 could keep me alive /
Just a lot of pain in my heart but it's free in my mind /
Ancestors in my blood every cut bleeding is time /
So these streets is filled with history , yes my people gone shine /
But f** to do when the prison system just harbors n***as /
Entrust your dreams with a fein thats where the carter slipped up /
Entrust your life in the dice head rack your noggin split up /
Entrust your life in the beef you carnivorous n***a ? /
I don't rap to try to prove that I'm smarter than n***as /
I don't rap to try to prove that I'm harder than n***as /
I don't rap to get these b**hes to honor a n***a /
I don't rap and have hopes of doing songs with jigga /
I do rap to improve all the hearts of my n***as /
I do rap to shed some light til it dawns on my n***as /
I do rap to influence the artist in n***as and show them that the stereotypes ain't for all of us n***as /
Im tryna find a balance cause talent won't get you far /
They laughing cause you lying on the king that could get you scarred /
You Uncool play your role now i know why you hot /
Can't ask you to walk in my shoes if you can't tie the knot /
Can't ask you to feed all my n***as you can't supply the block /
Can't ask about big business if you ain't buying stock /
And i lying n***a my mom's shocked from that rock like seeing that diamond lift up /
I don't know if theres a god but i think christ is in us /
So if i meet him one day imma say thank you for no franky lymon ending /
And for deterring that I put my faith in him there is no turning back /
I say my grace amen and then i perfect rap /
Still tryna master life your future gone be dark if your past was bright /
My past was dark so therefore comes after light /
f** a masters cause I'm still entitled to an afterlife /
I dump clips faster , you die then that judge read me that chapter LIFE /
Thats how it happens right when its k**ing season /
That snub nose get allergies only right it get sick sneezing /
This circle of life can't be a 360 degree spin /
All I wanna know is do you believe him ? /
Even if you don't I'm still on cloud 9 rain or shine weather the storm , even if it snows /
Six feet new york city streets you still see degrees will show /
Below zero celsius , behind your hero is wealthiness /
Im not Bruce Wayne but i can't be no b**h watch your pelvic switch /
I got hell to give , I got hell to get , I'm talking thousand degree kelvin temps /
Hov said he already home alone on his Kevin sh** /
But i wonder where heaven is , pressured to be good like a reverends kid /
Im from the X so i miss Reminisce but i all could do i reminisce /