Verse : Uh , where do I begin in this world full of murals and art carved with my sin / At the moment a black hole , but at start a star was within / Darkest of men raised by the light to make the darkness go dim / No mom or father figure , looked to the lord and I guess father figured / He would make me be the definition of our existence / My air different , no o2 could keep me alive / Just a lot of pain in my heart but it's free in my mind / Ancestors in my blood every cut bleeding is time / So these streets is filled with history , yes my people gone shine / But f** to do when the prison system just harbors n***as / Entrust your dreams with a fein thats where the carter slipped up / Entrust your life in the dice head rack your noggin split up / Entrust your life in the beef you carnivorous n***a ? / I don't rap to try to prove that I'm smarter than n***as / I don't rap to try to prove that I'm harder than n***as / I don't rap to get these b**hes to honor a n***a / I don't rap and have hopes of doing songs with jigga / I do rap to improve all the hearts of my n***as / I do rap to shed some light til it dawns on my n***as / I do rap to influence the artist in n***as and show them that the stereotypes ain't for all of us n***as / Im tryna find a balance cause talent won't get you far / They laughing cause you lying on the king that could get you scarred / You Uncool play your role now i know why you hot / Can't ask you to walk in my shoes if you can't tie the knot / Can't ask you to feed all my n***as you can't supply the block / Can't ask about big business if you ain't buying stock / And i lying n***a my mom's shocked from that rock like seeing that diamond lift up / I don't know if theres a god but i think christ is in us / So if i meet him one day imma say thank you for no franky lymon ending / And for deterring that I put my faith in him there is no turning back / I say my grace amen and then i perfect rap / Still tryna master life your future gone be dark if your past was bright / My past was dark so therefore comes after light / f** a masters cause I'm still entitled to an afterlife / I dump clips faster , you die then that judge read me that chapter LIFE / Thats how it happens right when its k**ing season / That snub nose get allergies only right it get sick sneezing / This circle of life can't be a 360 degree spin / All I wanna know is do you believe him ? / Even if you don't I'm still on cloud 9 rain or shine weather the storm , even if it snows / Six feet new york city streets you still see degrees will show / Below zero celsius , behind your hero is wealthiness / Im not Bruce Wayne but i can't be no b**h watch your pelvic switch / I got hell to give , I got hell to get , I'm talking thousand degree kelvin temps / Hov said he already home alone on his Kevin sh** / But i wonder where heaven is , pressured to be good like a reverends kid / Im from the X so i miss Reminisce but i all could do i reminisce /