Suffocating
Hard to breathe
These walls surround me
I cannot be
Have dreams been shattered
Or just begun
Decades have come and pa**ed
I must remain strong
One can only hope
That this is not the end
Reach into obscurity
To find myself again
Festering within me
The anguish - the pain
Can this ever be
Or will I feel ashamed
The endless sands of time
Can smash one's desire
Not to wither away
Into days gone by
With every breath
I feel it crawling near
The end of our time
Is becoming clear
From the beginning
One's life becomes a test
Who will rise above
And who will be much less
Forever I will be
Aspiration to the dream
Into a burning past
This fading destiny
Believe in me
I am the one
Sickened and vile
For you I have come
For it is you
Who makes me hate
To feel my pain
Suffer again
What have I become ?
(What have I become)
What have I become
Reaching deep inside
This empty shell of life
To grasp what is mine
f**ing doubt me again
I'll bring you to your knees
Pray for your soul
You're my f**ing disease
Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
I sentence you now
To an endless life of grief
You are a waste of life
Forever now, I'm your pain
Never again will I fall
Weakened by my shame
One can only hope
That this is not the end
Reach into obscurity
To find myself again