Suffocating Hard to breathe These walls surround me I cannot be Have dreams been shattered Or just begun Decades have come and pa**ed I must remain strong One can only hope That this is not the end Reach into obscurity To find myself again Festering within me The anguish - the pain Can this ever be Or will I feel ashamed The endless sands of time Can smash one's desire Not to wither away Into days gone by With every breath I feel it crawling near The end of our time Is becoming clear From the beginning One's life becomes a test Who will rise above And who will be much less Forever I will be Aspiration to the dream Into a burning past This fading destiny Believe in me I am the one Sickened and vile For you I have come For it is you Who makes me hate To feel my pain Suffer again What have I become ? (What have I become) What have I become Reaching deep inside This empty shell of life To grasp what is mine f**ing doubt me again I'll bring you to your knees Pray for your soul You're my f**ing disease Look into my eyes Tell me what you see I sentence you now To an endless life of grief You are a waste of life Forever now, I'm your pain Never again will I fall Weakened by my shame One can only hope That this is not the end Reach into obscurity To find myself again