much too dark
where I come from
much too bright
where I go
I want to change
the whole world now
but I am
not able to
I don't like
all these people
I hate the
way they live
the things they eat
and drink and
all their friends
they are with
waiting for a
thing I love
but what is it?
but what do I like?
not the sunshine at day
not the moonlight at night
I live a life off the shelf
and I don't even like myself
disgust the heat
of summer
almost as much
as cold
like nature,
trees and flowers,
kids and pets
as much as mould