much too dark where I come from much too bright where I go I want to change the whole world now but I am not able to I don't like all these people I hate the way they live the things they eat and drink and all their friends they are with waiting for a thing I love but what is it? but what do I like? not the sunshine at day not the moonlight at night I live a life off the shelf and I don't even like myself disgust the heat of summer almost as much as cold like nature, trees and flowers, kids and pets as much as mould