Coursing, plaguing my soul
This turbulence is way
To disturbing cold
Feel the pieces breaking
Corrupting and aching
Like a s**ual transmitted disease
My emotions were too invalid
As ignored
As you gave me only darkness
To explore
You know my faint and rusted mask
Do you know me?
Do you ever care to ask?
You are the serpent, crawling around my feet
For my comfort, or my defeat
Feeding me poison, to hold me down
To this contemporary and idle d**h sound
It made all my love so disgusting true
You was always there, as a wolf in my view
The world abused me today
Stripped me naked and made me obey
The world stained my heart
Slit my old scars apart
Felt like pa**ionate s** with you
My white pale skin turned blood-red and blue
I drank their piss and wished them away
Kept me warm for my last minutes to stay