Coursing, plaguing my soul This turbulence is way To disturbing cold Feel the pieces breaking Corrupting and aching Like a s**ual transmitted disease My emotions were too invalid As ignored As you gave me only darkness To explore You know my faint and rusted mask Do you know me? Do you ever care to ask? You are the serpent, crawling around my feet For my comfort, or my defeat Feeding me poison, to hold me down To this contemporary and idle d**h sound It made all my love so disgusting true You was always there, as a wolf in my view The world abused me today Stripped me naked and made me obey The world stained my heart Slit my old scars apart Felt like pa**ionate s** with you My white pale skin turned blood-red and blue I drank their piss and wished them away Kept me warm for my last minutes to stay