Verse 1:
Running through my mind
You've been running through my mind
It's the difference, I'm inclined to be happy with this high
That I paved out into lies
It's a problem, I'll be fine
I been used like many times
Ah this torture's in its prime
You're the reason I'm alive
And I'm saying this as I'm hating this
Swear I wouldn't be heinous
If it wasn't for this fame is a drug
You know I crave it
It's love, I make a statement
I'm done with all the hating
I'm on to something greater
I'm shining for you, everything that I do is a tribute to you
Imma fall in your glue
Imma stick stick stick like the wind in a Who
When the world come down
I'll be waiting for you
And the grinch, he a fool
Yeah, I've been trying not to lose
But this draw's got me reclused
On this porch I'll be waiting
This torch has got me patient
I'm burning, I'm nearly ancient
I'll stop when it's all aiming
For locks, you know I'm jammin
I'm caught, you know I'm steaming
It's love and I'm awaiting
For d**, this hurt has taken...me
Hook:
Cause I never had christmas alone
I never had Christmas alone
I always had a place to call home
I always had a place to call home
Now I'm hurting
Now I'm hurting
And you don't wanna peak in that door
Peak in that door
Verse 2:
Calling me now as I'm running around
I've been searching for house
On the corner of oust
I've been feeling the hurt
I've been feeling the hurt
Waking up alone in this bed we called our own
When you said that you'd be home
I've been writing all these wrongs
Did I ever treat you poorly?
I'm sorry, but I've been grown
To condition all these drones
I'm hurt, but I move on
It's a new day, a new day
This hurt got me too paid
I'm tryna find new ways
I'm broke but I knew it
You never had me back
And this back has been feeling weight
Am I wrong for taking saints
When you're gone for half the day?
Ah, be with me now or try to be with me later
Girl I can't promise I'll be here
But I can promise I'm dangerous-ly bothered by strangers
Take you, make you, I'll strangle
I been known to get angered
When my heart's thrown through chandels, frost
Hook:
Cause I never had christmas alone
I never had Christmas alone
I always had a place to call home
I always had a place to call home
Now I'm hurting
Now I'm hurting
And you don't wanna peak in that door
Peak in that door
Breakdown:
Hurt!
Feeling the hurt
Hurt!
I've been feeling the hurt
Bridge:
One less down, see it how you take it
Two last rounds, trying not to make it
I've been, I've been feeling this stipend
Feeling alright then, feel me all night then
Verse 3:
It's Christmas, Christmas
You're on my wish list
This is a gift
It's all of the instances
Where you flipped it over and dipped it
I was the drug that was keeping you lifted
Now I'm on the same song, now I'm writing dang wrongs
Now I'm feeling like this vision is in the dead wrong
I'm sorry for the words I said
So imma bring the bells in, listen if you can
Hook:
Cause I never had christmas alone
I never had Christmas alone
I always had a place to call home
I always had a place to call home
Now I'm hurting
Now I'm hurting
And you don't wanna peak in that door
Peak in that door
Bridge:
One less down, see it how you take it
Two last rounds, trying not to make it
I've been, I've been feeling this stipend
Feeling alright then, feel me all night then