Verse 1: Running through my mind You've been running through my mind It's the difference, I'm inclined to be happy with this high That I paved out into lies It's a problem, I'll be fine I been used like many times Ah this torture's in its prime You're the reason I'm alive And I'm saying this as I'm hating this Swear I wouldn't be heinous If it wasn't for this fame is a drug You know I crave it It's love, I make a statement I'm done with all the hating I'm on to something greater I'm shining for you, everything that I do is a tribute to you Imma fall in your glue Imma stick stick stick like the wind in a Who When the world come down I'll be waiting for you And the grinch, he a fool Yeah, I've been trying not to lose But this draw's got me reclused On this porch I'll be waiting This torch has got me patient I'm burning, I'm nearly ancient I'll stop when it's all aiming For locks, you know I'm jammin I'm caught, you know I'm steaming It's love and I'm awaiting For d**, this hurt has taken...me Hook: Cause I never had christmas alone I never had Christmas alone I always had a place to call home I always had a place to call home Now I'm hurting Now I'm hurting And you don't wanna peak in that door Peak in that door Verse 2: Calling me now as I'm running around I've been searching for house On the corner of oust I've been feeling the hurt I've been feeling the hurt Waking up alone in this bed we called our own When you said that you'd be home I've been writing all these wrongs Did I ever treat you poorly? I'm sorry, but I've been grown To condition all these drones I'm hurt, but I move on It's a new day, a new day This hurt got me too paid I'm tryna find new ways I'm broke but I knew it You never had me back And this back has been feeling weight Am I wrong for taking saints When you're gone for half the day? Ah, be with me now or try to be with me later Girl I can't promise I'll be here But I can promise I'm dangerous-ly bothered by strangers Take you, make you, I'll strangle I been known to get angered When my heart's thrown through chandels, frost Hook: Cause I never had christmas alone I never had Christmas alone I always had a place to call home I always had a place to call home Now I'm hurting Now I'm hurting And you don't wanna peak in that door Peak in that door Breakdown: Hurt! Feeling the hurt Hurt! I've been feeling the hurt Bridge: One less down, see it how you take it Two last rounds, trying not to make it I've been, I've been feeling this stipend Feeling alright then, feel me all night then Verse 3: It's Christmas, Christmas You're on my wish list This is a gift It's all of the instances Where you flipped it over and dipped it I was the drug that was keeping you lifted Now I'm on the same song, now I'm writing dang wrongs Now I'm feeling like this vision is in the dead wrong I'm sorry for the words I said So imma bring the bells in, listen if you can Hook: Cause I never had christmas alone I never had Christmas alone I always had a place to call home I always had a place to call home Now I'm hurting Now I'm hurting And you don't wanna peak in that door Peak in that door Bridge: One less down, see it how you take it Two last rounds, trying not to make it I've been, I've been feeling this stipend Feeling alright then, feel me all night then