(As long as I can remember
people have hated me
They looked at my face and my body
and they ran away in horror
In my learning this I decided that
if I could not inspire love
which was my deepest hope
I would instead cause fear)
You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain
Now matter what I do, homebody, you never change
What is life? Can't stand the pain or the struggle
No matter what I do, I seem to find trouble
sh** from my past, evil deeds that I've done
Can't correct sh** with a gun
Maybe I should run, maybe I should hide
Maybe I should chill and work a 9 to 5
I put the knife away and live right another day
Lookin for the silver lining but I only see grey
Never shoot the rock or the puff-puff
But n***as come around my way actin rough
Toys in the brain, hooked on the chemical
Don't give a sh** cause the whole world's trivial
What you need is a next episode
Full of greed, what you feed is for the white gold
I don't know a lot, but one thing's for sure
My body feels the pain and my brain feels sore
You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain
Now matter what I do, homebody, you never change
You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain
Now matter what I do, things'll stay the same
You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain
Now matter what I do, things'll never change
You can feel the pain, now I bring the rain
The thunder and the lightning, again and again
I'm two days withouth rest, grab my microphone's blessed
My eyes are tired, plus my brain feel the stress
You can come in, come deep, yes within
The ill laboratory where it all begin
Days that I spend but nothing ever changes
I wish to leave my body and travel through the ages
I do the walkin, but the brain does the travel
And find the unknown as my thoughts unravel
Now I feel the pain, homeboy, more than ever
No matter what I do, sh** comes out clever
Straight from the heavens every time that I be writin
That evil type sh** and make it sound frightenin
But no time to fear me, just time to hear me
Weak scientists will disapprove of my theory
Words that I use when vocabulary's spoken
Bones I leave broken, repaired and dismantled
Deep from the Dungeon lit by a white candle
You can play games, homeboy, and act smart
I bring the light when I write in the dark
They call me Frankenstein for the way I combine
The ill type production with the ill f**in rhyme
I don't know a lot, but one thing's for sure
My body feels the pain and my brain feels sore
You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain
Now matter what I do, homebody, will never change
You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain
Now matter what I do, things'll always stay the same
You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain
Now matter what I do, homeboy, will never change
You can feel the pain, now I bring the rain
The thunder and the lightning, again and again
You can feel the pain - now feel the anger
Deep from the Dungeon of the Frankenstein hangar
Here to raise the dead from the lives that you led
From the evil grave that God wouldn't save
Without hesitation, before the cremation
I make to the tombs and I gather all I can
The lifeless flesh that I turn into man
I prove you wrong every time that I be rappin
For all those sceptics who never thought that it would happen
Now is the season when the dead walk live
The ill vibe, givin you the will to survive
Ah check 1-2, homeboy, and don't stop
Produce the type of sh** that make you love hip-hop
More than you could ever, come feel the weather
You can hear me now, but feel the pain forever
Shoulda known better but I let sh** slide
Now I feel the pain, homeboy might die
I don't know a lot, but one thing's for sure
Just before the d**h the soul feels pure
You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain
Now matter what I do, homebody, you never change
You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain
Now matter what I do, things'll stay the same
You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain
Now matter what I do, homeboy, you never change
You can feel the pain, now I bring the rain
The thunder and the lightning, again and again