Electric Frankenstein - The Pain (aka Frankenstein's Pain) lyrics

(As long as I can remember people have hated me They looked at my face and my body and they ran away in horror In my learning this I decided that if I could not inspire love which was my deepest hope I would instead cause fear) You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain Now matter what I do, homebody, you never change What is life? Can't stand the pain or the struggle No matter what I do, I seem to find trouble sh** from my past, evil deeds that I've done Can't correct sh** with a gun Maybe I should run, maybe I should hide Maybe I should chill and work a 9 to 5 I put the knife away and live right another day Lookin for the silver lining but I only see grey Never shoot the rock or the puff-puff But n***as come around my way actin rough Toys in the brain, hooked on the chemical Don't give a sh** cause the whole world's trivial What you need is a next episode Full of greed, what you feed is for the white gold I don't know a lot, but one thing's for sure My body feels the pain and my brain feels sore You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain Now matter what I do, homebody, you never change You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain Now matter what I do, things'll stay the same You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain Now matter what I do, things'll never change You can feel the pain, now I bring the rain The thunder and the lightning, again and again I'm two days withouth rest, grab my microphone's blessed My eyes are tired, plus my brain feel the stress You can come in, come deep, yes within The ill laboratory where it all begin Days that I spend but nothing ever changes I wish to leave my body and travel through the ages I do the walkin, but the brain does the travel And find the unknown as my thoughts unravel Now I feel the pain, homeboy, more than ever No matter what I do, sh** comes out clever Straight from the heavens every time that I be writin That evil type sh** and make it sound frightenin But no time to fear me, just time to hear me Weak scientists will disapprove of my theory Words that I use when vocabulary's spoken Bones I leave broken, repaired and dismantled Deep from the Dungeon lit by a white candle You can play games, homeboy, and act smart I bring the light when I write in the dark They call me Frankenstein for the way I combine The ill type production with the ill f**in rhyme I don't know a lot, but one thing's for sure My body feels the pain and my brain feels sore You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain Now matter what I do, homebody, will never change You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain Now matter what I do, things'll always stay the same You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain Now matter what I do, homeboy, will never change You can feel the pain, now I bring the rain The thunder and the lightning, again and again You can feel the pain - now feel the anger Deep from the Dungeon of the Frankenstein hangar Here to raise the dead from the lives that you led From the evil grave that God wouldn't save Without hesitation, before the cremation I make to the tombs and I gather all I can The lifeless flesh that I turn into man I prove you wrong every time that I be rappin For all those sceptics who never thought that it would happen Now is the season when the dead walk live The ill vibe, givin you the will to survive Ah check 1-2, homeboy, and don't stop Produce the type of sh** that make you love hip-hop More than you could ever, come feel the weather You can hear me now, but feel the pain forever Shoulda known better but I let sh** slide Now I feel the pain, homeboy might die I don't know a lot, but one thing's for sure Just before the d**h the soul feels pure You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain Now matter what I do, homebody, you never change You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain Now matter what I do, things'll stay the same You can feel the pain, the strain on my brain Now matter what I do, homeboy, you never change You can feel the pain, now I bring the rain The thunder and the lightning, again and again