[Hook]
We don't go back this time
For a place to call my own
For a place that I call home
We don't go back this time
For a place to call my own
For a place that I call home...
[Verse 1:Eedee]
There's nothing left for me here
Distant, it's been empty for years
But I'm temptin' my fears to take over for me
Take cover from me, make others to see
That I'm broken, illuminated and patient
How's the sayin' go? "Don't fix what you break quick"?
Here, take this, it's my message to you
When I'm gone I just hope that you're sendin' it through
Aren't echos supposed to fade?
But when I hold my face to the inside of my brain
All I hear is sweet pounding and ping-pong of my pain
I sing songs in the rain
I spit raw till I'm drained
I'm pissed off cuz I hate
Every single thing since ya'll went away
f** you. You get nada from me
Damn... it's like I can't even sleep tight
A so sad nomad, I can't even dream right
[Hook]
[Verse 2:Eedee]
It's so cold up here in Alaska
I need a f**in' mirror to bash up
I hate the way I look, big nose
And fat rolls is basically the way this goes
And when the days get slow, I just drive
Thinkin' "What am I doing with my life? f** life!"
I ain't a tough guy, I just smile
Because if they knew what I was thinking they'd jump high
And try and get me to stop, (ummm) no thanks
So take your f**ing pity and shove it up where there's no space
I'm thinkin' I'll go place
A mirage upon this shimmering oasis
And maybe now I can reach this
Cuz when I jump off the deep end
I'll get rid of this body when it's hittin' the water
See, b**h? You can keep it
Jesus, I'm going nowhere fast
But I will if I get out, so there's that, I guess
[Hook]
[Verse 3:Eedee]
The worst kind of love is the one-way love
And someday what I want is what I see in my dreams
Someone who's believin' in me
Who won't flee from the scene
And leave me to be trapped -
Who'll reason and see I'm the one...
Keepin' a key to my heart
Demons that creep in the dark
Weak and I'm bleedin' it's hard
To realize I have no place to call home
But I know where I'll rest when it's all over...
[Hook]