Eedee - No Home lyrics

[Hook] We don't go back this time For a place to call my own For a place that I call home We don't go back this time For a place to call my own For a place that I call home... [Verse 1:Eedee] There's nothing left for me here Distant, it's been empty for years But I'm temptin' my fears to take over for me Take cover from me, make others to see That I'm broken, illuminated and patient How's the sayin' go? "Don't fix what you break quick"? Here, take this, it's my message to you When I'm gone I just hope that you're sendin' it through Aren't echos supposed to fade? But when I hold my face to the inside of my brain All I hear is sweet pounding and ping-pong of my pain I sing songs in the rain I spit raw till I'm drained I'm pissed off cuz I hate Every single thing since ya'll went away f** you. You get nada from me Damn... it's like I can't even sleep tight A so sad nomad, I can't even dream right [Hook] [Verse 2:Eedee] It's so cold up here in Alaska I need a f**in' mirror to bash up I hate the way I look, big nose And fat rolls is basically the way this goes And when the days get slow, I just drive Thinkin' "What am I doing with my life? f** life!" I ain't a tough guy, I just smile Because if they knew what I was thinking they'd jump high And try and get me to stop, (ummm) no thanks So take your f**ing pity and shove it up where there's no space I'm thinkin' I'll go place A mirage upon this shimmering oasis And maybe now I can reach this Cuz when I jump off the deep end I'll get rid of this body when it's hittin' the water See, b**h? You can keep it Jesus, I'm going nowhere fast But I will if I get out, so there's that, I guess [Hook] [Verse 3:Eedee] The worst kind of love is the one-way love And someday what I want is what I see in my dreams Someone who's believin' in me Who won't flee from the scene And leave me to be trapped - Who'll reason and see I'm the one... Keepin' a key to my heart Demons that creep in the dark Weak and I'm bleedin' it's hard To realize I have no place to call home But I know where I'll rest when it's all over... [Hook]