[Hook: Eamon]
See I've been getting high
f** dealing with the lows
Everytime I get by
Another door close
It's like I love it when I lose
So come with me and use these blues
So even though I try
Staighten up and fly
Seeing momma's tears come down of her eyes
It's like I love it when I lose
So come with me and use these blues
[Verse 1: A-F-R-O]
Ayo, now I remember
When all of the hardest problems caught up in my noggin
Washed up, unconscious
Heart stopped and nausia
Walking further in the ocean with the hope it's stirring revving in the proper motion
Sickness, the soul is gifted but the mind plays the puppeteer
Something fierce, that loving you will still erupt in tears
Punching walls, yelling at ya moms for sh** you did
The love you abused let your mood switch
The hatred and hopelessness you feel is a play on your mind
The love around you is real
The brothers are out to bill but your mother's about to heal
A few others were down to k** you
But you gotta figure this
You tell yourself it ain't worth it but it is
I wanna see the smile on your face when you live your days
It's a phase you're a diamond in the rough
You're allowed to touch people, dying isn't just
[Hook: Eamon]
See I've been getting high
f** dealing with the lows
Everytime I get by
Another door close
It's like I love it when I lose
So come with me and use these blues
So even though I try
Staighten up and fly
Seeing momma's tears come down of her eyes
It's like I love it when I lose
So come with me and use these blues
[Verse 2: A-F-R-O]
The thing about rock-bottom, there's no room to sink lower
Instead of thinking back please think forward
Reach for a shoulder and fiend for your quota
A real human being'll see you need closure
You gotta remember to tell yourself you're worth it
The serpent in your mind doesn't like you as a person
It seeks out to hurt ya, yeah it's always with you
And I know that d**h's a b**h to live through
But you don't recognize the people in your life, trying to teach you to strive
The tears in their eyes when you'll be falling a weak demise and the hurt is so deep inside
If you're blinking and thinking "why am I even being alive?"
And why try to be the guy who finds beauty in life blind
My brothers and my sisters learned a lesson, if you're hopeless
Just remember you're a blessing to your loved ones
[Hook: Eamon]
See I've been getting high
f** dealing with the lows
Everytime I get by
Another door close
It's like I love it when I lose
So come with me and use these blues
So even though I try
Staighten up and fly
Seeing momma's tears come down of her eyes
It's like I love it when I lose
So come with me and use these blues