Eamon - Use These Blues lyrics

[Hook: Eamon] See I've been getting high f** dealing with the lows Everytime I get by Another door close It's like I love it when I lose So come with me and use these blues So even though I try Staighten up and fly Seeing momma's tears come down of her eyes It's like I love it when I lose So come with me and use these blues [Verse 1: A-F-R-O] Ayo, now I remember When all of the hardest problems caught up in my noggin Washed up, unconscious Heart stopped and nausia Walking further in the ocean with the hope it's stirring revving in the proper motion Sickness, the soul is gifted but the mind plays the puppeteer Something fierce, that loving you will still erupt in tears Punching walls, yelling at ya moms for sh** you did The love you abused let your mood switch The hatred and hopelessness you feel is a play on your mind The love around you is real The brothers are out to bill but your mother's about to heal A few others were down to k** you But you gotta figure this You tell yourself it ain't worth it but it is I wanna see the smile on your face when you live your days It's a phase you're a diamond in the rough You're allowed to touch people, dying isn't just [Hook: Eamon] See I've been getting high f** dealing with the lows Everytime I get by Another door close It's like I love it when I lose So come with me and use these blues So even though I try Staighten up and fly Seeing momma's tears come down of her eyes It's like I love it when I lose So come with me and use these blues [Verse 2: A-F-R-O] The thing about rock-bottom, there's no room to sink lower Instead of thinking back please think forward Reach for a shoulder and fiend for your quota A real human being'll see you need closure You gotta remember to tell yourself you're worth it The serpent in your mind doesn't like you as a person It seeks out to hurt ya, yeah it's always with you And I know that d**h's a b**h to live through But you don't recognize the people in your life, trying to teach you to strive The tears in their eyes when you'll be falling a weak demise and the hurt is so deep inside If you're blinking and thinking "why am I even being alive?" And why try to be the guy who finds beauty in life blind My brothers and my sisters learned a lesson, if you're hopeless Just remember you're a blessing to your loved ones [Hook: Eamon] See I've been getting high f** dealing with the lows Everytime I get by Another door close It's like I love it when I lose So come with me and use these blues So even though I try Staighten up and fly Seeing momma's tears come down of her eyes It's like I love it when I lose So come with me and use these blues