[1st Verse]
Ever had a n***a you looked up to
Turn around and try bump you
I came in to this game as a young yute
Am like only if my mum knew
My dad was not around
So we had to learn the streets
Just some cold little n***as
So we started burning weed
Can tell you a thousand stories
But I guess it ain't the time
You ever had a n***a that you love
Lose his mind
Have you ever had a popping line
Then it died (laughs)
This is tales from the grind
Like girls that I've piped
That I felt I should of wifed
Have you ever had it all
Then you've lost it yeah that's life
A lot of man crumble
When it comes to the crunch
Built a line in the city
Never really went to cunch
Cooking up some dinner
Cause we never had no lunch
When they was eating bread
All they gave me was some crumbs
Half a bottle in my liver
About an ounce in my lungs
Have you ever waited pops
Hoping that he comes
Used to sit down with my mother
And I ask all these questions
Looking in the mirror
All I'm seeing is his resemblance
Streets nearly took me
Had to battle with depression
Shhh Now I'm back with some vengeance
Came with the essence
This sh** could of went the wrong direction
My n***a have you ever had these blessings
[Break]
It's where I come from man
I see a lot of people crumble
Gotta stay afloat out here n***a
Prolific
[2nd Verse]
Have you ever had
Your own n***as turn on you
So low that you feel you got
A curse on you cause the
Tables turned on you
Battling with spirits
Now I'm channelling my vision
And my put family in position
Tell my mother don't worry
Your son merlin's a hustler
And I'm a make you so proud
One way or another
I play the main role
I'm more than a bigger brother
So my train of thought
Ain't nothing like the others
Have you ever seen
Your own brother turn jealous
Have you heard
The judge give your boy 4 letters
Have you ever
Seen your boy buried in the ground
I've come so far so I'm cherishing it now
My mothers first son I'm a dedicated child
Very educated guess that I was living in denial
But nothing even matters when your trapped here in the wild
I'm still traumatized so I find it hard to smile
Have you ever f**ed up a pack
Or got some dead grub
And you have to run it back
Cause it's f**ing up the maths huhh
Cause really I just tell it how it is
Took so many losses
Only thing that's left me is to win
Prolific