Dougie On The Beat - Have You Ever lyrics

[1st Verse] Ever had a n***a you looked up to Turn around and try bump you I came in to this game as a young yute Am like only if my mum knew My dad was not around So we had to learn the streets Just some cold little n***as So we started burning weed Can tell you a thousand stories But I guess it ain't the time You ever had a n***a that you love Lose his mind Have you ever had a popping line Then it died (laughs) This is tales from the grind Like girls that I've piped That I felt I should of wifed Have you ever had it all Then you've lost it yeah that's life A lot of man crumble When it comes to the crunch Built a line in the city Never really went to cunch Cooking up some dinner Cause we never had no lunch When they was eating bread All they gave me was some crumbs Half a bottle in my liver About an ounce in my lungs Have you ever waited pops Hoping that he comes Used to sit down with my mother And I ask all these questions Looking in the mirror All I'm seeing is his resemblance Streets nearly took me Had to battle with depression Shhh Now I'm back with some vengeance Came with the essence This sh** could of went the wrong direction My n***a have you ever had these blessings [Break] It's where I come from man I see a lot of people crumble Gotta stay afloat out here n***a Prolific [2nd Verse] Have you ever had Your own n***as turn on you So low that you feel you got A curse on you cause the Tables turned on you Battling with spirits Now I'm channelling my vision And my put family in position Tell my mother don't worry Your son merlin's a hustler And I'm a make you so proud One way or another I play the main role I'm more than a bigger brother So my train of thought Ain't nothing like the others Have you ever seen Your own brother turn jealous Have you heard The judge give your boy 4 letters Have you ever Seen your boy buried in the ground I've come so far so I'm cherishing it now My mothers first son I'm a dedicated child Very educated guess that I was living in denial But nothing even matters when your trapped here in the wild I'm still traumatized so I find it hard to smile Have you ever f**ed up a pack Or got some dead grub And you have to run it back Cause it's f**ing up the maths huhh Cause really I just tell it how it is Took so many losses Only thing that's left me is to win Prolific