(Verse 1: Insanity)
I feel like leaving, I feel like screaming
But deep down I'm quite, misleading
Friends became haters, trust gone I even
Got my eyes open when I'm sleeping
I barely see my lady, but I see her when I'm dreaming
But dreams became nightmares made me want to stop breathing
I'm seeing pictures of her bleeding, then squeezing the trigger
Want to delete it cuz it's keeping me away from the mirror
Because I only see a shell of who I used to be
And we are not that close as we used to be
We were on the same path it was you and me
It feels like I lost you and now I'm losing me
So tell me who's gonna help me I am alive barely
But when I die bury me I think it's quite scary see
I never really connected with people in that way
So maybe it's my fault that now it's myself me
(Hook)
(Verse 2: Jake Mackson)
Give me your hand and I'll hold it tight. I know what's like
To be that no one likes, so I tried
It feels wrong but deep down I know it's right
Because way back you helped me through all the lonely nights
You broke the ice with being there when no one tried
But I can't focus still
Hold your hand and I don't hope I die, before I showed what it's like
To everybody who knows what's real
Speaking to rap if these bars made me go to jail
At least my mom maybe knows the deal
sh**. It ain't the gun that knows how to k**
Wait up. When we go and chill and hit a verse
Best believe that we going real
Don't pop a pill. For real homie. homie chill
Was the deal? Was the deal? f** a mil. Got a homie k**ed
This is in honor of his name
I never fall down for the fame
It's been 6 years since
But you my homie still
(Hook)