Double Lyrical - Tried To lyrics

(Verse 1: Insanity) I feel like leaving, I feel like screaming But deep down I'm quite, misleading Friends became haters, trust gone I even Got my eyes open when I'm sleeping I barely see my lady, but I see her when I'm dreaming But dreams became nightmares made me want to stop breathing I'm seeing pictures of her bleeding, then squeezing the trigger Want to delete it cuz it's keeping me away from the mirror Because I only see a shell of who I used to be And we are not that close as we used to be We were on the same path it was you and me It feels like I lost you and now I'm losing me So tell me who's gonna help me I am alive barely But when I die bury me I think it's quite scary see I never really connected with people in that way So maybe it's my fault that now it's myself me (Hook) (Verse 2: Jake Mackson) Give me your hand and I'll hold it tight. I know what's like To be that no one likes, so I tried It feels wrong but deep down I know it's right Because way back you helped me through all the lonely nights You broke the ice with being there when no one tried But I can't focus still Hold your hand and I don't hope I die, before I showed what it's like To everybody who knows what's real Speaking to rap if these bars made me go to jail At least my mom maybe knows the deal sh**. It ain't the gun that knows how to k** Wait up. When we go and chill and hit a verse Best believe that we going real Don't pop a pill. For real homie. homie chill Was the deal? Was the deal? f** a mil. Got a homie k**ed This is in honor of his name I never fall down for the fame It's been 6 years since But you my homie still (Hook)