I could never be co*ky
Nothing to be proud of
But this buzz
That Ive built around a sound cloud cause
I can turn pink brain matter and splatter thoughts through ink
Only form of therapy I've got except a shrink
And somehow the world can condense it down to a link
Funny to think
I'd see downloads expand with every blink
And still be on the brink
Of sadness to depression
I think
That it's a curse and a gift
Cause with every fit that i throw
Gives another chance for my music to grow
But slow
And steady it is k**ing the kid
Cause i ain't ready to accept what my parents did
But i don't know for sho'
Wish that i could pop the lid
See inside my mind just to see what i could find
Cause from time to time
My opinion differs
Get pissed off
But then watch my anger wither
So do i go
With whats in vogue like ana winters
Or do i keep searching my soul and all the while get bitter
Take another swing even though lifes been pitching a not hitter
Life got tough so
I became a go-gitter
Not with this school sh**
sh** im still acting a fool b**h
In 9th
I went from b to c d's to f's
Told teachers to cease 'dese nuts with every breath
Stomped on every step
It was just me and kline middle finger to the rest
Now everybody wants my song who would have guessed
Cause the same ones who stung me creating buzz around they nest
Same ones who drinking every weekend got the cross around they neck
Claiming ride or die but in the meantime won't protect
Claiming ride or die but in the meantime won't protect