I could never be co*ky Nothing to be proud of But this buzz That Ive built around a sound cloud cause I can turn pink brain matter and splatter thoughts through ink Only form of therapy I've got except a shrink And somehow the world can condense it down to a link Funny to think I'd see downloads expand with every blink And still be on the brink Of sadness to depression I think That it's a curse and a gift Cause with every fit that i throw Gives another chance for my music to grow But slow And steady it is k**ing the kid Cause i ain't ready to accept what my parents did But i don't know for sho' Wish that i could pop the lid See inside my mind just to see what i could find Cause from time to time My opinion differs Get pissed off But then watch my anger wither So do i go With whats in vogue like ana winters Or do i keep searching my soul and all the while get bitter Take another swing even though lifes been pitching a not hitter Life got tough so I became a go-gitter Not with this school sh** sh** im still acting a fool b**h In 9th I went from b to c d's to f's Told teachers to cease 'dese nuts with every breath Stomped on every step It was just me and kline middle finger to the rest Now everybody wants my song who would have guessed Cause the same ones who stung me creating buzz around they nest Same ones who drinking every weekend got the cross around they neck Claiming ride or die but in the meantime won't protect Claiming ride or die but in the meantime won't protect