[Hook]
I really want to go out
I really want to go outside and stop to see your day
You really want to hole up
You really want to stay inside and sleep the light away (x2)
[Verse 1]
She hit me up last night
I've seen this before
Hadn't spoken in a while
But its 10 past four
She says she misses me
What do I do
I'm not her boyfriend
Or another friend to screw
So I hit her up
And I gave her truth
You f**ed with my heart
Now I'm not f**ing you
I'm doing my own thing
Getting rap shows
That's why she texted me
So I told her let go
She sent a sad face
I said that's not my problem
You don't get my love girl
Or half of my wallet
Hold up now
Go get some sleep
Sleep on this thought
And you can see me in your dreams
That's what you get
When you tear me apart
And try to stitch me up
And heal my broken heart
Then I told her
Go out and live
Find another guy
To chill and watch netflix with
[Hook]
I really want to go out
I really want to go outside and stop to see your day
You really want to hole up
You really want to stay inside and sleep the light away (x2)
[Verse 2]
I really want to go
Outside and live
This is my life
You can't hold me captive
I see the sun shine
I see a skyline
These city lights
They keep me up at night
Where would I be
If I wasted life
Hiding under sheets
Lonely without a wife
I'm turning 20 soon
Damn, that's really soon
Guess I'm growning up
But I'm still like a goon
Drinking with my friends
Staying up late
But can you blame us
For living in the fast lane
We're still coming up
And getting out there
Signed an autograph
Made me cry I swear
So when she tells me
That shes into me
I tell her slow down
You kinda played me
I guess I moved on
And it was kinda easy
She made it that way
And I didn't let it change me