[Hook] I really want to go out I really want to go outside and stop to see your day You really want to hole up You really want to stay inside and sleep the light away (x2) [Verse 1] She hit me up last night I've seen this before Hadn't spoken in a while But its 10 past four She says she misses me What do I do I'm not her boyfriend Or another friend to screw So I hit her up And I gave her truth You f**ed with my heart Now I'm not f**ing you I'm doing my own thing Getting rap shows That's why she texted me So I told her let go She sent a sad face I said that's not my problem You don't get my love girl Or half of my wallet Hold up now Go get some sleep Sleep on this thought And you can see me in your dreams That's what you get When you tear me apart And try to stitch me up And heal my broken heart Then I told her Go out and live Find another guy To chill and watch netflix with [Hook] I really want to go out I really want to go outside and stop to see your day You really want to hole up You really want to stay inside and sleep the light away (x2) [Verse 2] I really want to go Outside and live This is my life You can't hold me captive I see the sun shine I see a skyline These city lights They keep me up at night Where would I be If I wasted life Hiding under sheets Lonely without a wife I'm turning 20 soon Damn, that's really soon Guess I'm growning up But I'm still like a goon Drinking with my friends Staying up late But can you blame us For living in the fast lane We're still coming up And getting out there Signed an autograph Made me cry I swear So when she tells me That shes into me I tell her slow down You kinda played me I guess I moved on And it was kinda easy She made it that way And I didn't let it change me