[G-BONE]
What about now
I don't even feel that I can cope with
The situation that a n***a in
n***a gotta go for broke but I
Be thinkin' about the consequences of my actions
Cause if anything go wrong I'ma have to go out blastin'
I can't see myself washed-up with 25 with a L
n***a like me I'd rather be dead than down in hell
But I gotta do something
Cause bein' broke this just ain't me
So I guess that I'ma find out which one force could control my destiny
I'm willing if God can give me out that sh**
Cause if he can't and if I die I hope that I am on his list
To make it to heaven cause this 211 might turn into a 187
But - I might be the victim
Only thing good - no more stressin
Smith & Wesson in my hand so here I go
So - between the devil and God I'ma see who love me the most
Between heaven and hell where'll I go
I don't know and right about know a n***a just can't cope
Smith & Wesson in my hand so here I go
So - between the devil and God I'ma see who love me the most
[G-BONE]
I wish that I had another way up out this sh** - but it
Seems that wishes don't come true when it comes to sh** like this
Funny thing to happen to a n***a like me
Cause I remember I had a B-grade, ???? C
But - runnin' around with the homies resulted
In a lot of conflicts
By the middle of the ninth grade I became a convict
Got convicted of attempted murder to the C.Y.A. --] (California Youth Authority)
Now look at the muthaf**in' price I gotta pay
Out on parole
Can't get a job
Cause I got a felony and being black
Is another strike against me
What can I do?
And where can I turn?
Which way can I go?
I don't know but I just can't get with this sh** no more
Loc even though I'm knowin' that this sh** is wrong G
But I - can't go on for long livin' with this poverty
They got me stressin' cause I'm black and they don't like me
For that simple fact and since I bang they wanna strike me
How do them
Muthaf**as criticize this sh** I do
With all this sh** in this
Living hell they send me through
So with this Smith & Wesson in my hand here I go
So between the devil and God I'ma see who love me the most
(Who love me the most)
Between heaven and hell where'll I go
I don't know but right about know a n***a just can't cope
Smith & Wesson in my hand so here I go
So - between the devil and God I'ma see who love me the most
[G-BONE]
Now I'm crippin' up
Out of the muthaf**in' cut yeah
n***a it's that nut that n***a let you know that he didn't give a f**
Bangin on wax, better yet
Bangin on facts n***a this ain't no studio banger here
n***a representin' that muthaf**in' Rip k**as
n***as Nationwide know it's the A-D Drive
Hated by many
Loved by few respected on every side
n***a South Side capital C-o-m-p-t-o-n
Puttin' on endo, drinkin' on a fifth of gin
Ready to sin ain't
Goin' to heaven cause I'm bailin' with the devil on my side
Ready to homicide, 1-8-7 slip and die
Down to die and today that's why I don't be givin a f**
n***a A's up to all my enemies cause I wish you bad luck
n***a what's up?!
B-A-B-Y G's
Y'all know what time it is
A n***a be waitin' now it's time for a n***a to get them ends
Whether to spend a C-note or end up to blowin' my real Locs
Much love to my n***as offerin bud and sh** for you I ?roam?
So you know
That a n***a still representin' (muthaf**aaaas!)
It ain't no muthaf**in' bullsh**tin
Between heaven and hell where'll I go
I don't know but right about know a n***a just can't cope
Smith & Wesson in my hand so here I go
So - between the devil and God I'ma see who love me the most...