[G-BONE] What about now I don't even feel that I can cope with The situation that a n***a in n***a gotta go for broke but I Be thinkin' about the consequences of my actions Cause if anything go wrong I'ma have to go out blastin' I can't see myself washed-up with 25 with a L n***a like me I'd rather be dead than down in hell But I gotta do something Cause bein' broke this just ain't me So I guess that I'ma find out which one force could control my destiny I'm willing if God can give me out that sh** Cause if he can't and if I die I hope that I am on his list To make it to heaven cause this 211 might turn into a 187 But - I might be the victim Only thing good - no more stressin Smith & Wesson in my hand so here I go So - between the devil and God I'ma see who love me the most Between heaven and hell where'll I go I don't know and right about know a n***a just can't cope Smith & Wesson in my hand so here I go So - between the devil and God I'ma see who love me the most [G-BONE] I wish that I had another way up out this sh** - but it Seems that wishes don't come true when it comes to sh** like this Funny thing to happen to a n***a like me Cause I remember I had a B-grade, ???? C But - runnin' around with the homies resulted In a lot of conflicts By the middle of the ninth grade I became a convict Got convicted of attempted murder to the C.Y.A. --] (California Youth Authority) Now look at the muthaf**in' price I gotta pay Out on parole Can't get a job Cause I got a felony and being black Is another strike against me What can I do? And where can I turn? Which way can I go? I don't know but I just can't get with this sh** no more Loc even though I'm knowin' that this sh** is wrong G But I - can't go on for long livin' with this poverty They got me stressin' cause I'm black and they don't like me For that simple fact and since I bang they wanna strike me How do them Muthaf**as criticize this sh** I do With all this sh** in this Living hell they send me through So with this Smith & Wesson in my hand here I go So between the devil and God I'ma see who love me the most (Who love me the most) Between heaven and hell where'll I go I don't know but right about know a n***a just can't cope Smith & Wesson in my hand so here I go So - between the devil and God I'ma see who love me the most [G-BONE] Now I'm crippin' up Out of the muthaf**in' cut yeah n***a it's that nut that n***a let you know that he didn't give a f** Bangin on wax, better yet Bangin on facts n***a this ain't no studio banger here n***a representin' that muthaf**in' Rip k**as n***as Nationwide know it's the A-D Drive Hated by many Loved by few respected on every side n***a South Side capital C-o-m-p-t-o-n Puttin' on endo, drinkin' on a fifth of gin Ready to sin ain't Goin' to heaven cause I'm bailin' with the devil on my side Ready to homicide, 1-8-7 slip and die Down to die and today that's why I don't be givin a f** n***a A's up to all my enemies cause I wish you bad luck n***a what's up?! B-A-B-Y G's Y'all know what time it is A n***a be waitin' now it's time for a n***a to get them ends Whether to spend a C-note or end up to blowin' my real Locs Much love to my n***as offerin bud and sh** for you I ?roam? So you know That a n***a still representin' (muthaf**aaaas!) It ain't no muthaf**in' bullsh**tin Between heaven and hell where'll I go I don't know but right about know a n***a just can't cope Smith & Wesson in my hand so here I go So - between the devil and God I'ma see who love me the most...