Rem: “Actually, what happened next?”
Jai: “She left…”
Verse
Talk back to me, lemme figure out your problems, babe
Don't lie to me, it hurts less when you put together the words you say
And honestly, you know the levels of trust we keep
Without you there's no me, and I don't feel that you should leave
And I know this, is way more than you bargained for
We talk less, we fight more, we never wanted our hearts torn
But, I need you, I'm tired of waiting for common sense
To kick in when it's too late and we're both stuck with the consequence
We run wild like it's traffic, relapse to old habits
Only thing that I do mind is our old eras, Jura**ic
Echocardiographic, this heart in you is just tragic
Cause your love is sporadic and my train of thought is erratic
So, what happened?
Verse II
Without concern, I'm stronger now than I've ever been
My father showed me how happiness can become chagrin
How being nicer can never break off the first sin
And how your love can be buried under some Gin
I listen, I hear you, I wish that I was near you
I wish that you could understand how much I really need you
I'm out of options, Genie's gone, all my wishes spent
And not a single one was used in my embellishment
I've spent my whole life, wishing it was you and I
When honestly, I should have given you, not I
Hope, and despite the things I used to say
I truly hope you never fade away
Outro Verse
I have concern, wondering who I'm fighting for
With hesitation, I live and breathe in the cold war
The open door, spilling wishes that I abhor
Into the public, No, I don't want this anymore
I've been sedated, I hated it, but I chose quit
Fighting and live my life hiding it behind clothes and gimmicks
These critics told me I'll own it cause I chose to submit
That's what I wanted, but, easily? That's a sack of sh**
I've had my fill of the misinterpreted life I'm in
I can f**ing taste it just like the ball of West Berlin
When I begin, I swear to you, I won't miss again
My mind is full of exaggerations of time
I'll tell my mother I'm fine, then, I and lies hit the back door
Waiting out on the side of the climb, yeah, that's my escort
Knowing I see the tears in her eyes, I know it hurts more
All I want is a sign and a ride, that's all I ask for
Rem: “And she said nothing else. How much did that piss you off?”
Jai: “Immensely.”
Rem: “And did you voice any of those feelings?”
Jai: "With every bit of emotion..."