CHill the Monster - Love lyrics

Rem: “Actually, what happened next?” Jai: “She left…” Verse Talk back to me, lemme figure out your problems, babe Don't lie to me, it hurts less when you put together the words you say And honestly, you know the levels of trust we keep Without you there's no me, and I don't feel that you should leave And I know this, is way more than you bargained for We talk less, we fight more, we never wanted our hearts torn But, I need you, I'm tired of waiting for common sense To kick in when it's too late and we're both stuck with the consequence We run wild like it's traffic, relapse to old habits Only thing that I do mind is our old eras, Jura**ic Echocardiographic, this heart in you is just tragic Cause your love is sporadic and my train of thought is erratic So, what happened? Verse II Without concern, I'm stronger now than I've ever been My father showed me how happiness can become chagrin How being nicer can never break off the first sin And how your love can be buried under some Gin I listen, I hear you, I wish that I was near you I wish that you could understand how much I really need you I'm out of options, Genie's gone, all my wishes spent And not a single one was used in my embellishment I've spent my whole life, wishing it was you and I When honestly, I should have given you, not I Hope, and despite the things I used to say I truly hope you never fade away Outro Verse I have concern, wondering who I'm fighting for With hesitation, I live and breathe in the cold war The open door, spilling wishes that I abhor Into the public, No, I don't want this anymore I've been sedated, I hated it, but I chose quit Fighting and live my life hiding it behind clothes and gimmicks These critics told me I'll own it cause I chose to submit That's what I wanted, but, easily? That's a sack of sh** I've had my fill of the misinterpreted life I'm in I can f**ing taste it just like the ball of West Berlin When I begin, I swear to you, I won't miss again My mind is full of exaggerations of time I'll tell my mother I'm fine, then, I and lies hit the back door Waiting out on the side of the climb, yeah, that's my escort Knowing I see the tears in her eyes, I know it hurts more All I want is a sign and a ride, that's all I ask for Rem: “And she said nothing else. How much did that piss you off?” Jai: “Immensely.” Rem: “And did you voice any of those feelings?” Jai: "With every bit of emotion..."