[Verse 1: Charlie Threads]
Situations avoided, I've been evading the voices
Of innovative enjoyment
I pray my mental will turn, when the issue faced is employment
Pro-systematical choices, leave me questioning and hoping that it eventually works
Send me to heaven, been to hell and back
I'm never tellin' facts, I'm better when the weather's bad
I sent my dad a text message, he ain't texted back
Another lesson learned: to never ever mess with that
I never said I'm sad, I'm sim-pl-y just stating that:
I'm wishing I could take it back, to the days that we kicked it
Smoke a J just to erase the past
Take the last train, outta the city
You'll bet your a**, if I sink the team be drowning here with me
You'll see that blood runs thicker than water
Even if the author is seen improper we will embark on our vision
Pissy, drinkin' wisky 'til my face melt
Embracing how I've changed, living life without a safe belt
Maybe this is fate (this is fate)
[Pre-Hook]
I'm sayin' maybe this is fate (this is fate)
I'm thinkin' maybe this is fate
I'm feelin' maybe this is fate (whatever)
[Hook]
I know I come from the (I know I come from the)
I know I come from the graveyards
But I belong by the (but I belong by the)
But I belong by the palm trees
Take a look at myself, up in the mirror, while I'm thinkin'
Maybe this is it (maybe this is it)
That's why I let another drug up in my system take control of how I think (take control of how I think)
Coughin' on my demons
Feelin' conquered by the weekend
Never bothered by a b**h (never bothered by a b**h)
I never thought I'd be a mess, then my problems turned to stress
See my reflection in the sink (see my reflection in the sink)
Lemme sink, lemme sink
[Verse 2: Charlie Threads]
Yo
Ammunition low up on the front line
A generation set on hatin', ain't nobody love life
Narcissistic, let my heart distinguish how I touch minds
If I didn't give a f** I'd still be waitin' in that bus line
And Lord she know her bu*t fine
Then maybe I am sublime
Goin' crazy waiting for the day I have enough time
To balance love and f**in' business
Finna get a little drunk and give it up for loving b**hes
Lovin' women man, my mumma told me seek and achieve
What does it mean to be me?
I'm feelin' lonely, puttin' trees on repeat
And Adidas sneakers be the threes on my feet
I never saw the point in point in tryna be a preacher of peace
'Cause people seeking defeat
See this is freedom: practising what you preaching
Acting on what you seeking, find satisfaction in dreaming
But man I'm trapped in the deep end
Seek rappers with valid reason, but really man what's it meaning?
[Pre-Hook 2]
Only been in here for a minute but I feel as if this is fate
Been in my feelings and drinking while I been writing as of late
I run away
I think I'll run away
I think I'll run away
I think I'll run away
[Hook]
I know I come from the (I know I come from the)
I know I come from the graveyards
But I belong by the (but I belong by the)
But I belong by the palm trees
Take a look at myself, up in the mirror, while I'm thinkin'
Maybe this is it (maybe this is it)
That's why I let another drug up in my system take control of how I think (take control of how I think)
Coughin' on my demons
Feelin' conquered by the weekend
Never bothered by a b**h (never bothered by a b**h)
I never thought I'd be a mess, then my problems turned to stress
See my reflection in the sink (see my reflection in the sink)
Lemme sit, lemme sit