[Verse 1: Charlie Threads] Situations avoided, I've been evading the voices Of innovative enjoyment I pray my mental will turn, when the issue faced is employment Pro-systematical choices, leave me questioning and hoping that it eventually works Send me to heaven, been to hell and back I'm never tellin' facts, I'm better when the weather's bad I sent my dad a text message, he ain't texted back Another lesson learned: to never ever mess with that I never said I'm sad, I'm sim-pl-y just stating that: I'm wishing I could take it back, to the days that we kicked it Smoke a J just to erase the past Take the last train, outta the city You'll bet your a**, if I sink the team be drowning here with me You'll see that blood runs thicker than water Even if the author is seen improper we will embark on our vision Pissy, drinkin' wisky 'til my face melt Embracing how I've changed, living life without a safe belt Maybe this is fate (this is fate) [Pre-Hook] I'm sayin' maybe this is fate (this is fate) I'm thinkin' maybe this is fate I'm feelin' maybe this is fate (whatever) [Hook] I know I come from the (I know I come from the) I know I come from the graveyards But I belong by the (but I belong by the) But I belong by the palm trees Take a look at myself, up in the mirror, while I'm thinkin' Maybe this is it (maybe this is it) That's why I let another drug up in my system take control of how I think (take control of how I think) Coughin' on my demons Feelin' conquered by the weekend Never bothered by a b**h (never bothered by a b**h) I never thought I'd be a mess, then my problems turned to stress See my reflection in the sink (see my reflection in the sink) Lemme sink, lemme sink [Verse 2: Charlie Threads] Yo Ammunition low up on the front line A generation set on hatin', ain't nobody love life Narcissistic, let my heart distinguish how I touch minds If I didn't give a f** I'd still be waitin' in that bus line And Lord she know her bu*t fine Then maybe I am sublime Goin' crazy waiting for the day I have enough time To balance love and f**in' business Finna get a little drunk and give it up for loving b**hes Lovin' women man, my mumma told me seek and achieve What does it mean to be me? I'm feelin' lonely, puttin' trees on repeat And Adidas sneakers be the threes on my feet I never saw the point in point in tryna be a preacher of peace 'Cause people seeking defeat See this is freedom: practising what you preaching Acting on what you seeking, find satisfaction in dreaming But man I'm trapped in the deep end Seek rappers with valid reason, but really man what's it meaning? [Pre-Hook 2] Only been in here for a minute but I feel as if this is fate Been in my feelings and drinking while I been writing as of late I run away I think I'll run away I think I'll run away I think I'll run away [Hook] I know I come from the (I know I come from the) I know I come from the graveyards But I belong by the (but I belong by the) But I belong by the palm trees Take a look at myself, up in the mirror, while I'm thinkin' Maybe this is it (maybe this is it) That's why I let another drug up in my system take control of how I think (take control of how I think) Coughin' on my demons Feelin' conquered by the weekend Never bothered by a b**h (never bothered by a b**h) I never thought I'd be a mess, then my problems turned to stress See my reflection in the sink (see my reflection in the sink) Lemme sit, lemme sit